Started recovery process again

I’m back to edging frequently. I had not orgasmed for a month, but now I have done twice in three days. Quiting edging is difficult.

I’m doing edging quite few times in a day. The good thing is that I have somewhat reduced the triggers. But new triggers are arrived in the form of YouTube videos.
I have also gotten myself into news binge which is also not good.

I have problem of knee pain after edging and fapping, that is also come back. From past week I again immersed into this ritual, now I have started to quit again.

I have regret of not getting into relationships when I had a chance, as I didn’t find it necessary because I was satisfied with pmo ritual. I don’t want to repeat such mistake if I get a chance again which I think is rare possibility now.

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