I really feel stressed right now and my head hurts so much, I don’t know what to do.
Talking to some people just feels like I’m talking to the wall and it’s just too much, I wonder if anyone also feels like that when there talking to me.
Its just know I need to be careful and vent my stress out someway because I know I might end relapsing later on or even tommorow when I’m free.
The only reason nothing has happened now is that I need to leave soon for work.
I honestly physically feel sick and there’s a heavy feeling just sitting at the top of my chest.
I just want to for once wake up stress free and continue my day like that.
It’s just too difficult having to talk to my mum about certain things, and she tells me my brother can’t do anything when in reality she won’t let him talk since she’s too busy talking over him.
Mum I love you but please make it easier for us to help you and just have some trust in us instead of believing strangers more.
I have to shout at you just to get my point across but that’s not right. I shouldn’t have to shout rather let’s just talk properly and forget about the past but move forward instead.
I guess that’s a trait I inherited from my mum.