“Self Realisation” by SecondChance
2 months ago
"Day 91
Got up very early this morning, before the breaking of the day, while most were still asleep, and stepped outside, and then started running, just kept running into the pitch-black darkness, in no specific direction, this wasn’t your regular outdoor Workout routine run, it wasn’t planned,
There was something different about this run, Just running freely in the silent darkness, looking at the moon and stars, Felt Pure freedom, it was like the soul wanted to express it self, and it did, I felt pure emotions unlike anything I’ve ever seen, it was so powerful that even after I got home, the emotions kept rolling and the tears kept flowing, I felt my soul saying thank you.
It’s no surprise that life seems meaningless to the porn User
it’s no surprise we read post of countless porn users thinking of sucide.
There is a darkness to Pornography & Masturbation that only a few will truely come to the realization of, It violates the soul in a way that is beyond our imagination, it tries to alter your very nature, it goes deep into the roots, that thing that makes you You, that thing that makes you unique, that thing that makes you the 1 in 9 billion souls on earth, and then tries to replace it with a vile, dark, perverted, deprived, and repulsive nature.
Self esteem and confidence comes from within, it comes from the soul, its something that can’t be faked, it flows from your innermost being, the ability for people to be attracted to you for absolutely no reason, it’s almost like the universe responses to a pure soul, it’s almost like it conspires to assist a pure soul.
Creative imagination and innovative ideas comes only to the crystal clear mind,
The soul is the seat of coordination, it is the seat of focus, the seat of creativity, the pillar of your willpower, a wounded soul is a sick life, a tarnished soul is an aimless life,
There is nothing more powerful than the energy that flows from a pure soul, The Aura from a Strengthened Soul.
This journey has taught me a lot in the past days, it has opened my eyes and mind to understanding I never would’ve imagined to possess and has completely changed my perception on a lot of aspects.
back then while I was wallowing and wasting in PMO and asking my Self, where do I go from here? Who will save me? but when I came to the realization that it’s
You vs You, and no one will save you from you but you, The MindSet Changed, the victim mentality of blaming PMO was destroyed, I realized, I was my problem and I was my solution and then I took the baton of my freedom and started running, Never looked back since then.
No one will save you, if you are not ready from the very depts of your soul to save Yourself, Not even Motivational Videos, Not even Upvotes, Not even NoFap challenges, Not even NoFap videos, Not even Nofap companions, Not even Rewire App, Not even the Most Powerful God can save someone who isn’t ready to be saved.
When this become your realization, not even the most strongest urge can pull you down, Mindset is everything, how you see things, determines your response and approach."
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