Follow me along on my journey to quit watching porn forever. I have been watching porn now for over 10 years and i finally have enough of it. I also want to stop fapping since it distracts me too much and influences my daily productivity (in a negative way).
I have some other smaller things that i want to implement in my daily routine:
waking up early at 6:30 AM
start my day with some meditation or yoga
Workout every second day
Read some useful books about quitting addictions.
Update: I have finished reading the EasyPeasy book and I am currently applying it’s methods.
EasyPeasy: https://easypeasymethod.org/
Notes and answered questions from the EasyPeasy book:
(Chapter: Introduction)
Q: Do you spend far more time viewing porn than you originally intended?
A: Yes. Basically every single time i say “Only one more video” or “i will scroll down one more time” while searching for “the perfect content”.That can go on for hours.
Q: Are you unsuccessful in efforts to stop or limit your consumption of pornography?
A: I have limited it, but obviously my goal is to stop my consumption. So yes, I am unsuccessful.
Q: Has time spent viewing pornography interfered with or taken precedence over personal or professional commitments, hobbies or relationships in your life?
A: Yes. it keeps me away from working and it takes away time from my actual hobbies or - in all honesty - replaces them (e.g. “What should I do tonight? I could play this game or watch a movie with people. Orrr, I could watch porn instead. That sounds like a great idea.”)
Q: Do you go out of your way to keep your pornography consumption secret (e.g. deleting browser history, lying about viewing porn)?
A: Yes. It happens automatically. The moment I have stopped watching porn for the day, I immediately delete everything related to it. That includes porn videos that i have just downloaded a couple of minutes ago.
Q: Has viewing pornography caused significant problems in intimate relationships?
A: I have only had one relationship with a girlfriend. It never got to an intimate point, because we broke up before. So, I cant really say that pornography has caused significant problems in that regard. I only remember I cut down my porn consumption to a minimum during the time of my relationship.
Q: Do you experience a cycle of arousal and enjoyment before and during pornography consumption, followed by feelings of shame, guilt and remorse after?
A: That exactly resembles how I experience my porn consumption. But I have started to question myself (in the moments of arousal) why I feel aroused and how stupid it is to be aroused by porn.
Q: Do you spend significant amounts of time thinking about pornography, even when not watching?
A: I would say so, but even more so I fantasize about having sexual interactions with people around me (not my family, of course).
Q: Has viewing pornography caused any other negative consequences in your personal or professional life (e.g. missed work poor performance, neglected relationships, financial problems)?
A: It definetely makes me more anxious in social interactions. I dont want that people know I watch porn on regular basis. Every time when I just have finished watching porn, I am scared that people who I am talking to somehow can find out that I watched porn. There are many other consequences besides that. I dont want to write down all of them, but I can give one more example: When I am watching porn I usually dont eat or exercise enough on that day.
(Chapter: The Easy Method)
Q: What is porn doing for me?
A: Honestly, nothing. Nothing, but bad things.
Q: Am I actually enjoying it?
A: Maybe I did when I started watching porn, but now I just watch it, because my body, but not my mind, is aroused. I watch it, because I made it a routine. I feel alienated when I am watching porn.
Q: Do I really need to go through life sabotaging my mind and body?
A: No, life is precious and so am I. I want to be thankful and take the opportunities I am given instead of ruining them by simply destroying myself with porn.