Hello my dear friends
I have created this post for those people who want to confess about their mistakes , want to share their feelings and also want to share their experiences hereā¦
We will listen to each otherās story , confession , mistakes and will help them to get out of this dirty addictionā¦
So i hope that you will share your feelings , mistakes and help eachother to get rid of this addiction
today is my 18th day. I feel stronger, more determined, more active than ever. I exercise every day, eat healthy, spend time with my parents and friends. But with all of this happening, I often look back and remember the damage porn and masturbation did to me. If I wasnāt addicted to porn and masturbation, I would have a much different life now. I feel the anger in my heartā¦ I will never fall into that void again. Itās true, I have a lot of success now, I graduated from the university and am studying for a masterās degree. But I could achieve more than thatā¦ But we have to learn to be happy without looking at the past!!!
Today is my 2nd day of what Iām calling a āclean streak.ā Iāve been addicted to p (without realizing it) since I was about 11 years old. It started when I was younger and googled random curiosities, my parents talked with me and I first learned the word āp***ography.ā I got my own phone and from then on, PMOd about 3 times a day for years, sometimes up to 5 times. I would reach a point where I didnāt even want to, but it was such a cemented compulsion I wouldnāt stop. About a year ago I learned about NoFap, and tried to go for a week. After that, I relapsed and forgot about it for months. Only after getting in trouble with my school (THREE times!) for watching it on a loaned laptop did I finally understand the extent of my issues. I couldnāt keep myself from watching it, I would find any means necessary, break any rules, unblock any browser, download apps and make fake accounts and stay up for hours into the night just for seconds of pleasure.
For the last month or so, Iāve relapsed about 10 times, but Iām truly trying my best to fill my time with better things and resist urges for this compulsion. I refuse to give up, and Iām dedicated to quitting this addiction for good.
āSpace and time might be an illusion.ā Do you know what that means?
It means that your dreams are closer than you think .
2 ) When you stare at a clock, time is moving so slowly. When youāre enjoying other things in life, 1 day is like 1 hour and 1000 days are 100 hours.
3 ) Why did the chicken cross the road?
āTo get to the other sideā
Thatās the answer to this classical joke
But, If you ask this question to a wise man, what would he respond?:
āShe crossed the road cause she wants to go somewhere different, a better place, a place worth living, worthy for sacrifice, for patience, for endurance, that place where you see true pleasure, true happiness, that place is where you feel comfortable and satisfiedā
Remember why you started this journey
Remember why you want to cross the road
The road is always there, you just have to cross it.