After many discussion with myself that whether to wrote a diary or not, I decided to write one.
I broke my long 50 days streak and relapsed about 6 times a week. Always thought of this story to be kept a secret and to myself only. But henceforth I’ll be tracking my journey. This diary will have all my struggle and victories in it. All the urges , strategies to fight them off, reward, self-healing process appreciation, daily effect, dedication will be present here.
I aim to be the best version of myself and for it I decided to save my seminal fluid and divert my energy flow from downwards to upwards ,all the way to my brain.