Robin's Journal ☪️. [ To myself ]

I am in a month long vacation from college right now. So, the past week I have been exploring the nature around me. Even spending the day in the forest. And I find peace in being with the nature. The ponds and the leaves of the trees dancing the wind satisfies me. And as for traveling, I brought a cycle few months ago but didn’t used to go far riding it. But you know one day I started exploring my city and going to far far places and I enjoyed that. Even the tiredness of cycling was overpowered with the joy of seeing new places. And thats how I found my hobby.

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Very well done for 2 months of progress brother. That inspired me a lot keep up the good work

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Really. No has ever said that to me. I am happy!

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There were days when I couldn’t go for a day of nofap. But now I feel like I am changed man

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It’s great to see. It’s easy after you complete certain milestones in your journey. And following this community it made me grow.

Keep it going I’m also trying my best to keep up the consistency with hardwork.

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To be honest I did sometimes watch ■■■■ although I am on Day 65 of nofap as I didn’t fap so I am really messed up right now. So, I don’t know what to call myself anymore. I should just call it a journey and start again clean

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Nah! Keep going learn from them so that you will not going to watch when you complete high numbers. Learn to forgive yourself no matter whatever happened yesterday you’re better in today and promise yourself I will do whatever it takes to stay right on the track.

Keep it going You are doing well.

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24 March, 2025/ Monday
Day 67
Today I went to the field again. Weather was nice too. Spent some time under the big tree. Watched the cricket match on the field. And enjoyed the beautiful sunset. Had a delicious dinner too. Today was a very good day.

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25 March, 2025
Tuesday
Day 68.
I think due to nofap my body has grown a good scent . In the past, I used have a bad smell around my body. Now I don’t feel like that anymore. Also people around me also noticed the same thing. They said I used smell bad before, but these days I don’t!
Maybe this is also an attribute of nofap.

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Yeah brother that’s a different benefit the aura of nofap is on another level as you grow yourself in higher streaks. There is still much to learn congrats for 70

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Day 70?
Might as well be the hardest day of my life.

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This is just a bad day on NoFap just call it one day at a time. It’s actually better than the relapse day.

Stay strong

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You know I had it better than most others in this addiction. Many People are in this for even 7 or 10 years or more. And still can’t make much progress.
Because I didn’t let myself fall too deep into this addiction, I think I got easily out of it as much as I can preceive from experiences of others in this community.
I only relapsed once after joining this community. And maybe that will be the last relapse. I grateful to this community that I could make it to 70 days of nofap.
Without you guys it would have been impossible.

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Day 80!
Times are hard, my fall could be soon. Every day is a fight and to win is to survive. Winning is the only way.
I have said many times to myself in the past
“This is the last time I will fap ever”.
I don’t want to say that again in my life. I am determined to not fall and I am determined to stay pure through out my life. Purity is what I seek. My body and soul is full of filth. I despise dirtiness where ever it is. But I am afraid of the uncertain future. I am afraid of my ego. I hate pride. I don’t want to feel proud because that will be the reason for my fall.
I will stay determined till the very end. I will continue my war and fight for purity against Satan.

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You are Inspiring brother!! Stay strong

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Just 5 day for the Prince Badge great. Yeah! Your emotions may haywire at the moment stay strong you’re doing great. Just focus on your To-Dos like Meditation,cold showers, socializing.

Wishing you a best of luck.

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Day 82.
To those who are faping several times a day.
I have been there, really, faping every single day, 2 times, 3 times. But, what good does it bring? It only anti socializes people, makes them less confident about themselves, only increases negativity to the mind.
Only for pleasure, you are destroying your priceless time and money. Your relationships are becoming sore because of the uncharming man you have become. You have lost those positive thoughts. You have lost your charm.

Determination. That’s the key to success. I tell myself that I have made a promise that I won’t fap ever again in my life. And is what I believe. I am a believer.
Believe in your self. Don’t say you will give up. Because there is no path backwards. Giving up means only sitting on the path. Don’t waste your life on that. Accomplish that goal of yours. Believe in yourself.

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The determination of your is really inspiring you are the same age of mine but never felt like it and that’s the main point which motivates me even more and I promise to myself that in 2025 i will surely achieve 100days of nofap streak atleast like you brother keep the good work :fire::fire::fire:

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10 April, 2025.
Thursday,
I relapsed today. I was too careless and gave into the temptations. I couldn’t control myself in the end. All my hard work just gone in one moment. One inappropriate thought in my mind and my body just gave into it.
The only thing I feel is regret and emptiness. I am pathetic really. I couldn’t even control myself for just one inappropriate thought. This time I will be more careful. I need to remind myself daily. Or I just fall in to that thing again and again.
The fall of 84 days felt like I fell from the 84 th floor. All my determination shattered into pieces.
But I still will continue my journey. It’s only a bump in the road, not an end.

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Stay strong bro! A relapse doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re at zero. Avoid multiple relapses at this moment. It’s just a matter of time to regain another good streak. Believe in yourself.

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