Some of you might know me here. I have been in this forum for almost 1 year. With the blessings of God and support of few members here , I have reached 1000 days of No Porn. When it comes to masturbation , I am just a noob who relapses once a week.
This is actually my 3rd diary. I abandoned by previous 2 diaries. Thanks to my impulsive behavior and my pessimistic mindset. And more than that I lost the streak of 1000 days of No Porn. Again thanks to my haters who constantly demotivated me everyday when I announced about this in my first diary and my pessimistic mindset. So I am no different from a regular PMOer.
Regarding my PMO story , I have mentioned in my first diary " Risinglion Journey to Monk Mode ". After a lot of thinking , I reached a stage in which I decided to start small. My counter showing in the app is wrong. Because I am no longer using it.
So I decided that I will start with one habit a time. Once I am consistent for consecutive 21 days. I am upgrade to two habits and so on. I know 21 day is a myth but I believe that on my 22nd day , I will find my first habit easier compared to my first day.
So that’s it. This is my intention of this diary. I may share thoughts and experiences in my life. Those are ready to help me when I am down are always appreciated. Please feel free to express your opinions here.
As mentioned earlier , I have abandoned my 2 diaries. I don’t know whether I will abandon this. But I will try my level best not to.
To my haters , now I have literally nothing to lose. Also I don’t care about the opinions of people who demotivates me.
Are you sure this is what you want brother. I know this happens when you are super exhausted and nothing works. But believe me you need to hold on. There is a quote
you are not truly defeated until you accept it.
You are still on a no porn streak. Just a single mistake cannot destroy it all. And that is also after 1000 days. That’s unbelievable.
You know the story a spider was climbing a rock and fell 7 times but never lost hope and finally after 8th try it climb the rock.
He fell 7 seven times and didn’t lose willpower. You should too not lose it.
Keep hustling.
Thank you , I could have controlled my urge to watch porn easily. But I didn’t because of my terrible mindset. I am not trying to lead a PMO life. But I want to focus on my academics first. No one will give us a job for having 1000 days no PMO. I will only use it as a reward system if I complete my academic work. But I will surely try to get rid of it after some time.
Wow Congratulations bro !!! That’s a marvelous streak bro. Keep going bro. Yes I have a lot to learn from you. Please feel free to express your methods you adopted to reach this far.
I was able to reach 1000 days streak only thinking about my mom. But my academics is now terrible. But I promise within a few months , I will make my parents proud both in terms of academics and my no PMO lifestyle.
Yeah it works for me too. I was able to overcome a lot of physical urges by this method My main reason for MO relapse was mostly due to mind manipulation than my regular urges.
Study Regularly
it reduces your urge to 50 to 60 percent…
