I will live my life according to these beliefs:
I’m unable to fight and beat my addiction
It’s just foolish to think
That there is a way to escape this prison
The idea that I can bring an end to my suffering
Is a comforting thought, however
It
Is only wishful thinking
The idea that addiction isn’t harmful
Is a lie
“I can’t escape my own desires”
Our existence has no meaning or purpose
In a world with no accountability
I can be free
But with accountability
Life is an endless cycle of guilt and shame
When you’re not fighting addiction
Everything is fine
It is ridiculous to think
I am lost and in need of fixing
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I realized I needed to reverse my thinking (read backwards)