I am from Indiaā¦ 
( I think less content is difficult to type in rewire community)
1 Like
Iām so sorryā¦and so glad that you reached out because this can be such a battle you are facing! You are not alone in this ,Do you feel like you have used this as a way of coping with stress? Your life is worth so much more than this addiction. First you need to talk with someone about this!
2 Likes
Nahh dude I have a whole mental disorder to cope with my terrible life called maladaptive daydreaming
1 Like
Well thereās a lot of Indianās here, so we live in 3eārd world countries.
1 Like
I donāt understand whatās your condition
I thiink you should take treatment if itās severe
Iām unemployed and my parents donāt care about it I started crying during the diner yesterday and they just told me stop crying it will pass
2 Likes
unemployment phase we all go though in life. Fight. Donāt be sad and assume nothing good going to happen. Here point is to whatās next! For instance, I have seen many friends, who stated working and having a settled job and family late including myself. Here in India, if a person is not having a job in 33years all will assume that person is a complete waste/useless. but one of my senior at the age of 35/36 he started his career. Now he works in onenof the prestigious software company( bags around 2lakhs per month) and having a child+ family ( during the difficult time he could not save his marriage,10 years long relationship) Actually there are many people out there who are struggling with unemployment but things to note, what we do next. loosing ourselves and getting emotional temporarily, we may feel better but for a long run you need some permanent solution. Okay. . I think I am making a mess in your diary/ post. Please, feel free to ping me anytime if youāre okay. Good rest of the day!!
2 Likes
Itās not just an unemployment problem you know this place is a living hell for me
1 Like
One at a time. Prioritize the things then work on it. Someday surely youāll find it.
Note: I just google the place where you are living, I am really sorry for that you are having so tough time over there but again I still believe that you deserve a better place. donāt give up
Sister I strongly urge you to talk personally with the females here in this forum and I mean rely on them, you really need to talk and share and i really believe you will get out of this,
Ending you life is really not the solution, it means you gave up on life, no matter how tough the situation was, solution is just around the corner, but sadly we arenāt patient enough to wait that few moments to experience lots of happy moments and freedom later.
Allah says, indeed with hardship comes ease
So keep trying, fighting, pushing
Be proud of yourself, you just made 8days after breaking a 50+ day streak without binge and chaser effect. The dopamine in your brain is low right now and you are feeling that, thatās why you feel empty lonely depressed,
Believe me, for how long are you gonna paint, you need to share and discuss you personal matters with someone on a daily basis and become stable and you will be free more than ever, I say make someone your accountability partner and help each other till you reach 90days, it will be worth it, you will tell me later that I told you.
believe me you wonāt worry about living in algeria, it wonāt be a pressure for you anymore, you will adjust and become accustomed to it. I am not telling you to live there, I donāt live there, youāve experienced it, but try to figure out what it is that you donāt like there and whether you should really hate it or like it, I know it sounds complicated, but how about pondering a bit on that.
this brain is a complex piece , it works in magnificent ways as it is created by Allah, you need to constantly keep guididng it and feeding it with purity, in order to feel happy, calm, focussed and so on.
1 Like
Still very depressed itās my 9th day and my mom literally yelled at me for crying during dinner
2 Likes
Sheāll understand someday in sha allah.
Donāt lose hope#
2 Likes
Day 10: apprentice. I swear to God itās always around the 10th day that I start having weird dreams about porn and I see some things that I used to watch in my dreams. This time I wasnāt aroused thank God because unfortunately that usually lead me to relapse, I usually relaps around day 10 day 15 or day 20, I hardly ever had a month streak outside ramadan
1 Like
I mean she doesnāt get it, sheās been threw so much in her life, so many bad things happened in Algeria in the 80s and 90s so to her during this pandemic if you still have healthy relatives, a roof over your head and food to eat you have nothing to complaining about.
2 Likes
Read this and Iāll help you.
Thereās nothing good or bad things happening.
Everything happens according to your convictions. You said you are depressed. Let me tell you a secret. You are not depressed.
Itās an illusion. Itās like a housefly that entered the room from one open window and canāt find an escape because the glasses are transparent and it always tries to escape through a glass, while there is an open window beside. The illusion wonāt fade away when you learn to abstain from pmo. It would be like learning not to enter into the house. The illusion will vanish when you understand to distinguish a glass from an open space. It is to distinguish porn from real pleasure. The pleasure is real when itās given for doing something you always wanted which led to the results you always wanted.
The point is you wonāt get out of depression or pmo at day X. Youāll get out of it when you understand that there is no depression.
I wake up along with sun, I exercise a little, I plan my dreams, I make things work and I achieve them. I donāt even have time or energy left to think that I might be depressed. I donāt have time and energy for urges. When I unplugged my pmo wires, I plugged them into something I want. If Iād let them hung, they would be wired back there. Thatās why itās rewire companion, not unwire.
1 Like
Never heard about something called hormonal depression? Youāre a man so you donāt know what itās like
1 Like
Iāve never heard of it, can you describe that?
Dude Iām a woman Iām depressed because of my hormones (My cycle is messing with me lately, if youāre a man you canāt possibly understand) and because of life circumstances, my current situation and my past mistakes, Iām not depressed because of pmo trust me
2 Likes
Well, if thatās something ok and it is designed to repeat, I donāt have anything to say. But Iām sure that it doesnāt have to be a big problem.
1 Like
My life is a complete mess thatās the real reason Iām sad
1 Like