I’m sword woman:dagger:
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Thank u very much adioz 
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Day 17. I love how 3 of my messages on the message board were completely ignored:angry:
but somehow messages of other people were published. Do I really need to write a hole novel for me to be published? I don’t understand what happened
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On the right above you can choose ‘new’ or ‘my posts’ (I guess that’s the right description, I have the german version). There you should see your posts.
I can see six If your messages in the message board. The last one twelve hours ago.
Thanks you Luke 
Day 19: my hormones are driving me crazy and I have some very strong urges. I hope it will go away soon 
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Hello there @luluane. The matter with urge is that urge always goes away. Always. Till then stay strong.
19 days is a strong feat! You can be strong @luluane
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Hey, you’ve got it. You’re nearly a month in. I can promise you if you relapse you’ll regret it, but I know you can stay away from it. Everyone can. Goodluck and God bless.
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Welk thanks to both of u 
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You can do it luluane. Just close your eyes and imagine your prosperous future, imagine the best version of you. And remember the depression, isolation and anxiety caused by PMO. Stay strong swordwoman
I’m back I’ve lost so brain cells but I’m back
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Welcome backkk luanee.
I’m very happy to see you again
Nice to see you back in the game. 
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Remember it not just “avoid” this a break that urge. Think of it as remodeling or restoring your mind and building additional rooms to your life. Gutting out the p@÷n room and convert it to a Study filled with books. Or whatever materials or skillsets that applies to your life.
I love you but I can’t learn it for you.
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Day 34, thanks ramadan!!! Has any of you exprienced depression during abstinence? I’m feeling more and more worthless every day that passes
I’m thinking about everything that went wrong in my life and how miserable I am now so I’m not feeling great at the moment
Yay today I’m champion!!! 40 days in a row almost longer than the last ramadan:muscle:
I’m still depressed and lonely but I’m determined to end this
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I’m feeling really depressed right now 
as a woman I didn’t feel any withdrawal from abstinence, no headaches no nothing but I’m experiencing waves of sadness and anxiety. The more I think about my current situation the more I want to kill my self I don’t know of you feel the same
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Well from an outside perspective this is a good sign right? Your brain is trying so hard to force you to change back into your old self. It feels that it needs pmo to survive and without it you become depressed and anxious. But this is exactly the time where the brain changes permanently to become calmer and happier with normal everyday life and it starts to realize that pmo was nothing more than a drug.
If you’d like you can pm me, I’d be more than happy to lend a listening ear. I’m sorry about your current living situation but killing yourself ultimately will bring nothing but more pain into the people that love you’s lives. That and killing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem of depression and anxiety. I promise you on the other side of this depression and anxiety is joy and contentment. You’ll find the things you’re looking for one day. May God bless and help you luluane.
Btw, a lot of people get this withdrawal symptom of depression and anxiety even at day 40. I had it myself and I’m a man. But it goes away and you feel amazing afterwards. Just keep fighting and soon you’ll be past this stage. You’ve got this!
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Back again 23 days, I’ve spent the second half of 2020 fapping to no end. Now I can’t orgasm or get aroused, and I have a dry snatch problem 
. I’m experiencing the longest streak ever outside of ramadan, but I’m still craving porn and I have hot dreams lately with my favorite pornstar , it’s a nightmare!!!.
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