Sister
Read this dua all the timeđ
Allahumma ighfirli wa tub alayya innaka anta tawwaab arraheem
O Allah forgive me and accept my repentanceŰ indeed you are the most merciful and the aceeptor of repentance
The above is not the exact meaning⊠I am not good at Arabic
May Allah get you out of the shackles of pmo and make you free from the slavery of pmo.
As long as you keep putting efforts and be mindful, you will be goingâŠ
Stop thinking that you not be able to live with yourself if you donât have those videos with you, you will always be you. Think this way instead, if you have those videos with you, then shaytan will truck into thinking that you are still an addict, you are free sister, thatâs right, you are free of pmo, change your mindset, stop thinking that it is the end of the world, when you donât those videos with you.
You said yourself that you love painting right, keep doing and explore new methods in that, I donât have much knowledge about painting, you do.
Also The last 10days of Ramadan are approaching, so do dua with desperation, indeed Allah loves when his servant repents and begs for his forgiveness.
Donât stop your worship and repentance till Ramadan, keep holding on to that rope of success ahead till your last breath.
Every son of Adam is a sinner, but the best of sinners are those who repent
No matter what sin you commit, or what situation you are in, make sure you never miss a single obligatory prayer, for indeed salah(prayer) is the key to success