#Resilient (Ascension to be Limitless)

8/7/2022

Finally I am at a new place…
This is the Test I was preparing all these years…
What will my actions be if I have money + freedom?..
Now that I have both…I have to regulate my actions in a way that its always uplifting…

Also a good thing that I follow simplistic way of living life…
The bed I have here doesn’t have matress…so lying in wood basically :joy: :joy:
Also sleeping without pillow is ezz…coz I have been doing that for years…

I will have to build a good stable and sustainable routine…now that its all starting afresh!

That’s it for today…
Good Night :sleeping:
Hare Krishna :pray:

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Whattt … You are lazy bro. This is not simple living…

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what :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai:

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Whaattt :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai: :moyai:

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He is lazy to buy even matresses. That’s what I meant. I thought it was funny but you ruined it .:moyai::moyai:

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1.It wasn’t understandable
2. Not funny to me either :joy:

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Well it wasn’t that funny but it was understandable but only for hostelers and you still in school so… :unamused:

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Or Maybe he didn’t get time and right place to buy it

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Yeah may be. But buying matresses is the first step for hostelers.:joy:.

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I agree :joy::joy::joy:

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For hostel matters or problems please consult experts @pingpong1 and @Samaranjay

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:joy::joy::joy::joy::joy::joy::joy::joy::+1::+1::+1::+1::+1::+1::+1:


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Yess…
I shifted yesterday night…
So I didn’t get anything…

Today I got some blankets to cover it up…
I will plan for the mattress this week…

Today’s day went mostly outside…meeting up with other people…visiting their places…roaming around and all…
I got to know few places and all…

Yess :joy: :joy:
Its a blessing and a curse…to carry around…

I will be… :joy: :joy:
First step.this week…get this bed a mattress… :bed:

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10/7/2022

I am feeling wierd…I guess sadness…
All these days, I was in an ecosystem of the workspace…so it was smooth…
Now that I am living outside…its like being thrown out of comfort zone in every aspect…
I am missing my hometown…that physical comfort of your place, the people you know…every thing…it was like your own.

Now I am in a strangers land…everything completely new…
I want to go home…but I can’t do it…
Damn to start everything from scratch…the living…the things in the room…surroundings…people…social circle…

All these things to do along with the work…damn this is too much…
This is real challenge of everything I have done…
Even simple things like speaking is a challenge here…even the language spoken is different…I would have to learn it from scratch…

Staying vegetarian is a challenge…
There are rarely any veg hotels nearby…I will have to start cooking to survive the weekends…

Last day and today…I haven’t ate properly…
Everything now seems soo complex…
I feel like not talking to anyone…just cave in on myself…but I dont think that’s a good thing to do…

Next 5 days will be fine…the weekends will bring the challenges again…

Just pouring out whatever I am feeling…

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Bro if you are missing your home arrange video calling sessions with your family.
Also if you wanna talk I am available :joy:.

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Vellepan ki limit p h hum…:joy::joy:
Btw i am also available on chat… 24*7

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Hona nhi chahie par hoon :joy:

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It doesn’t feel real enough…
They hide everything…just showing all happy faces…
My bond with my family was the involvement with them…now I can’t be involved that much…
So I feel disconnected though there is daily calls and all…

This is such a harsh feeling…my whole world was my hometown and Maharashtra…
Now that I have changed places…I feel disconnected from the world…

I have to establish new connections with everything from scratch…
Its mentally taxing for me…
The world moves so fast and it takes time for me to connect with things…
I am not able to keep up…its tiring to do so…

Thinking about it is useless, it seems…the problem won’t be going away…
Just gonna pray and sleep now…

Thanks for being there @pingpong1 and @Samaranjay

Good Night
Hare Krishna :pray:

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It’s ok bro, I understand.
I just read today that causes of stress don’t actually change it’s just that we have to change our perspective towards them or rather we don’t even need to change anything, we can be mindful notice that some stress is there, acknowledge the feelings and get on with our tasks. Also finding moments where we do nothing is important for this to happen, that’s why meditative practices are suggested and even before we know stress disappears.

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I could have done this…instead I spent whole day in my room watching anime…barely eaten…then finally ordered in…
Then few people from here actually contacted me being concerned…that gave me a relief…
I can make connections here as well…though it may take time…its possible…
I can’t just hide up in this room…I have to show myself out in the open world…
Today I stayed up inside…tomm won’t be like that…
Meditation…I have to do it…coz the game is all in the mind…

If I can overcome this change in environment, I can move forward…

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