Hi everyone
I was in a streak of 10 days my maximum streak is 30 days
Last night i relapsed by 11 pm
Again twice in morning by 10 am and 11 am
And finally found why i got urges
I had some shit curiosity to know about some ■■■■ actress two days back once i enter into their profile i came across triggering statements, gifs, videos
Later on my curiosity leads to know about what all other actress doing. For the past two days i was doing this
But after the relapse i found that the initial thought to know about some actress is my basic trigger.
What if i focus my curiosity toward learning more about work, gym, getting more social maybe girlfriends
Just because of my wrong path i had relapsed
Now i realized what mistake i did i will work towards how to avoid those mistakes
Cheers fapastronats!
Hope to achieve more successful days in my life
One day i ll cross all the hurdles
■■■■ : Impossible
Me: Is that so…