As the title says, I relapsed 3 times yesterday evening and a total of 9 relapses in 8 days. I was edging and thought I can control myself and I did 3 times in a row (inejaculation is a HUGE BULLSHIT). Just with 2 hours before the day of Easter ( I’m Christian Orthodox from Bulgaria).Now I feel so guilty, anxious, my hands (esp right) are trembling, brain fog, headache, tiredness (but cant sleep) and sad. My steak of 234 days of porn free remained intact, but still feeling like shit.
I have also bad hair loss since relapsing one week ago.
Any advice fellow brothers?