Hey there guys…
Thanks for coming in I guess
You can come here if you want to make fun of me… Or just feel cringe and run away from here…
But I would really prefer yo to help me… To write something nice or helpful please…
You can comment here in my diary, there’s no problem with that…
I won’t write here everyday… Just when I feel like it
So, here we go
26 July, Monday
ughh dude, I survived The first night at least
I haven’t lose yet
but only 13 hours had passed since The last time I came… and I can’t believe I was about to lose it at hour 6
at hour Six I had to use the “emergency tentation button” several times…
I stayed literally more than 20 minutes waiting for the urge to pass…
It’s extremely difficult to me…
ofc it makes me feel desperate and desperation is my kink.
It’s literally a critical hit to my kinks to go through abstinence…
Desperation makes me go more desperate, more and more and more and more…
and there the thing that’s supposed to help me tells me “focus in the urge, feel the urge go insane, do nothing about it, and let it pass”…
dude, I could barely breath…
I’m laughing right now…
Idk what I was thinking about…
I got into a 45 days no-fap challenge in this app… the challenge is also Pokemon related
and yet here I am, not even able to endure a week… also having a Pokemon related Kink.
bruh wtf…
the challenge is supposed to start next month… so there still are 4 days left until that challenge starts…
I might honestly lose it even before that challenge starts.
it’s already a challenge for me to endure 4 days more…
ahh okay dude… I got classes, see ya
