Relying on God is great but
Brother, from my personal journey firstly, i needed clarity. Why am i doing this? I had them written down first. All the reasons.
Secondly, i needed will/determination. (Discipline is better than determination. But mastering discipline takes time.)
If you are lacking in this two department i think you should take care of them. These were quite important in my journey.
Also you may checkout brother forerunner’s youtube channel. I am sure some of his videos will be helpful.
Oh One thing that works for is that i make it about one day. Just today i am determined to not relapse. And i try repeating it everyday.
You will always be part of this community. We are all part of this community. We are here to get rid of the addiction.