Starting Day -1
Brief summary - We all know we started watching porn at young age, but I’m happy to see, as we grew, we all have taken the decision to get out of this shithole and be pro versions of ourself. We all are good inside, we all know, we care, we love, and we are determined.
With the same motivation to leave, I’m starting this journal of mine.
It’s not I haven’t tried before to quit, but I have relapsed almost several times and you know, fuck it, it doesn’t matter. Because it’s all in your mind.
Now you will think what am I saying right?
So, for ex - one day you have a lot of urges, and u are ready to open your laptop and feed yourself that poop. And suddenly a man came with a knife saying if you watch that I will kill your crush, will you watch then? No, right. So it’s all in our minds. If we make a habit for our mind not even think of porn as a thing to do then it will be a lot easy. Simply saying you are not addicted, you have obsessive compulsive disorder, I also have this.
So, to treat that we need to change our routine.
Now for myself I have started this Journal, to show how you can get out of porn. I ain’t a expert, may be it will be alot harder but fuck it who cares Man, we want to achieve our goals, so thus no chance to relapse. And men stop eating poop (that videos) like I did for a long long time.
Now we all pray together, hand in hand, that “hey my lord, I surrender to you, take control of myself, I am your child, I love you”.
It doesn’t end it here, to your body, as we all have misused it for a lot of time, we request it and say " forgive me, I am sorry, I love you, I won’t do that again"
With this we start our day!!
Reply & message if any urge, we all are family! Or else you can check out others too. They are doing great work for a long time.
Choosing which career to pursue, as college admissions are going to start.
I will pinch myself if the urge comes again…
is my progress gone? Should I write it from day one now? Pls tell me…
and the thing is nobody replied when I said I had urges…at least someone should have been there for me, at least someone should have replied…
with the same motivation now. Whatever the case I won’t relapse. We are here to become the best versions of ourself and I get it now. So, beginning from the evening of this day, I move on this journey again till I reach my goal.
