Purity's New Diary

Thanks brother :pray:t2:

No I mean my actual streak is ahead of the streak the timer is showing, 5 hours ahead to be precise.

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Eating Maggie on valentine’s day to remember I’m single.

Day 1 and 17 hours. A bit headache I am feeling. Will watch YouTube for a while and then create a schedule, hopefully. Although I wanna spend this day relaxin, but if it feels like a time waste, I might start working.

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Today’s Goals

  • Task 5 completion
  • Practicing Investment banking 2 hours
  • Equity Derivatives revision chapter 1-5
  • Gym
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To-do 15th February

  • wake up at 5:30 AM :x:
  • Walking the Dawg :x:
  • Going to GYM 6:00-7:00 AM :x:
    ---------woke up at 7:30 AM--------------
  • Getting ready 7:20-8:00 AM :white_check_mark:
  • Travel 8:00-9:00 AM :white_check_mark:
  • College & Work 2:00 PM :white_check_mark:
  • Another Work 2:00-4:00 PM :white_check_mark:
  • Nap 4:00-5:00 PM
  • studying Equity Derivatives and Investment Banking 5:30-8:00 PM
  • Assigment Completion 9:00-11:00 PM
  • Sleep 11:00-5:30 AM

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Bro did you relapse everyday? You should concern about your health.It will very much affect on your future health.

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I won’t again.:handshake:t2:
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What is walking the Dwag?

I really scared seeing your indify clock. :sweat_smile:

I thought if it is our solar system hacked by purity. Then I understood that one planet is hour hand , smaller one is minute hand and smallest one is second hand.

It means taking the dog for a walk. :paw_prints:

You should not care about planets. Perhaps those are not planets but my nuts twisting since I was born :skull:

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Schedule 17th February, 24-

  • 10:00-11:00 GYM
  • Cold Shower
  • Eating something good (No Junk though)
  • Attending a session 12:00-12:30 PM
  • ED chapter 7-10 12:30-3:30 PM
  • Walking the Dawg
  • ED chapter 3-6 4:00-8:00 PM
  • Stranger Things S3 Ep-1-3 :tickets:
    Sleep 11:20-5:30 AM

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But you relapse again :face_with_diagonal_mouth:

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Taking a break from forum, well. Will visit after some days, depends on how fast I complete all the pending work. I promise i won’t relapse, you don’t need to trust me cus i always break it.
SEEYA.

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Go well :military_helmet:

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Quick to-do-

  • Making notes, completing 200 pages
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22ND FEBRUARY 2024

  • Wake up @ 4:00 am
  • Getting ready 4:00-4:30 am
  • Study 4:30-10:00 am
  • Travel 10:00-11:30 am
  • Work 12:00-2:00 pm
  • Travel back & ENJOY till 4:00 pm
  • GYM 4:00-5:00 pm
  • Cold Shower
  • Topic Finalisation and Summary 6:00-7:00 pm
  • Discussion with Family 7:00-7:30 pm
  • Presentation Making 8:00-9:00 pm
  • Rest
    Sleep 11:00-4:30 am

23RD FEBRUARY 2024

  • Wake up @ 4;30 am
  • Getting ready
  • prayer
  • GYM 6:00-7:00 am
  • Assignment 1 & 2 7:00-10:00 am
  • Travel & Work 10:00-12:00 pm
  • Scheduling meet
  • Project work 25% work 1:00-3:30 pm
  • 2 Certifications completion 4:00-8:00 pm
  • Rest & Chill
  • Sleep 11-5:30 am

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Hi guys, I have been facing issues with this addiction. I am relapsing everyday, and it’s affecting me alot. I can’t even control 24 hours and i really need help. :slightly_smiling_face:
I know in the end it’s only me who can control myself but i would really appreciate if anyone of you can be a helping hand in it. I really want to achieve my 400 days Goal that I made for myself. I’m ready to take stricter actions too.

It’s 3:20 AM, I have some test tomorrow, and I haven’t slept or studied. For now the only thing I can do is take a nap and study at 4:30 am.

Thank you God for always being with me. Peace.

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When you made this new diary, you knew it was possible to kill this addiction for good. You knew that you have far more important things in your life besides pornography and masturbation. This is life or death. Deep down, you know that it has held you back in life. Look at this upcoming exam; why do you think you haven’t studied properly? If you hadn’t been PMOing every day, you would have studied and been prepared.

It is still possible. A far better life is on the other side of this addiction. You haven’t lost any free will. You are still in control of yourself. But you have to stop listening to that voice in your head telling you to relapse. Giving you all sorts of excuses, telling you that you’re stressed due to your studies and it will help you. You deserve it; you’re going through a lot right now. That it’s not even your biggest problem, and you’ll easily quit when other things in your life have improved. It is a lie.

Don’t hold onto anything that is not serving you. You always have the absolute ability to accept or reject any thoughts that come into your mind. You are fully responsible for your actions. No one is making you PMO every day besides you. This means you also have the daily power to be free from PMO and truly improve your life. To be productive and achieve your goals. To reach whatever target you set your mind on, whether it’s 4 days, 40 days, 400 days, or 4,000 days, when you are determined to succeed, the only thing between you and your goal is time. You will surely make it happen. Make no more excuses.

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It’s time to make a real change, brother. Don’t forget the spirit you had when you first started this new diary. You wanted to seize 2024 and transform your life this year. You wanted this diary to reflect the new you and leave the darkness behind you in the past. Purity’s New Diary.

You don’t need to make another diary, but you do need to make another start. Start again with full force. We can support you and encourage you along the way, but only you can do the work to change.

Start again. Achieve your goals. Reach happiness. Become pure. You will level up in strength day by day and slay those monsters. And each monster destroyed will become your strength, aiding you to become the man you need to be who can take on any challenge in life. Let those shadows of the past be your loyal minions who aid you in making a brighter future.

Keep going.

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Thanks @Forerunner, I needed it. I kinda don’t know what to say may be that’s why I am replying so late. But to be honest, your message is amazing. If I show any improvement in near future, it will be surely because of this message only.

That was the core of it, you Indeed read my mind to the point man.

Can’t agree more, you are piercing through my wrong mindset and creating a new one dayum

I always thought why the addiction doesn’t end instantly, this line will surely help to tackle that mindset.

I’m going with full force this time, I promise on Kavir’s name.

Solo levelling reference, nailed it :rofl::sob:

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The addiction ends the second we decide to fully commit to a lifetime of never returning for any reason. We are free from that very moment. It is then our job to protect that freedom daily and never go back on our word.

Our commitment to abstinence is a solemn vow, like a marriage contract. It’s why we feel so awful after a relapse, it’s a terrible form of betrayal like cheating on a wife.

You can keep your word and be free permanently. Show the world what you’re made of.

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