Hii, its me, @Purity11
Its my new diary. Gonna post here from now on. Hope Everyone is doing good.
“The Light and Magic we see in others exist within us”
Took a sleep of 3 and half hours. Woke up at 5:30 cuz i didn’t feel like sleeping more. It’s 6:21 right now. Will sleep more later.
For now
It’s To-Do Time📑
Getting ready by 7
College 8-2:30
Else I will add soon.
I don’t see any point in putting to-do here.
Even so it acts as a reminder, i can just use a To-Do app instead.
I should Let this diary be a journal of my healing only.
Discontinuing to-do.
I woke up early today, got ready and went to college. After dispersal at 2:30 i felt happy to meet one of my friends after a long time after college. We ended up talking about every aspect of our professional life and then we took the same Uber to the same place to take different routes from there on. He went to his home state again and I to my home. I reached my home by 6 and then took my dog for a walk. Came back, ate Puri chole and prasaad made by my mom as it is navratri after that I felt sleepy so slept from 7 pm to 9:30 pm(i only took 3 and half hours of sleep last night). Now I woke up and I am right now eating dinner.
CLEAN DAY
I AM STILL CLEAN
Going good
Welcome back
Relapsing 2 times in 2 days.
Well, may be because its holiday.
But still, concerned how it went to this.
Wont do it again.
Doing good in the long term, relapses happen per 2 weeks, ig its moderate enough for now.
Porn viewing has reduced drastically too, 10 mins per month ig.
Todays goal 4:04 pm RN
Getting ready by 4:30 pm
Eating something good + work till 5:30
SS 5:30 - 7:30
7:30 going out. (JE)
8:30 home
R 9:00-10:00
Dinner | CC - Tools, Requirements, Decor!
Sleep by 11:00
Wake up 4:30 am
Bruh i dont wanna disappoint myself by not doing this.
Deep down the abyss, the forgotten powers must awaken.
Schedule for next three days
To-Do Day 1 (January 10)
6:30-7:00 revision
7:00-7:40 getting ready
8:00-9:00 Travel
9:00-11:00 Exam
11:00-12:30 Assignment (i ate and talked to a friend)
12:00-1:00 presentation.
1:00-2:30 Home
Lunch - Form filling
Park 4:00-6:00
Numericals Practice 6:00-11:00
Sleep 11:00-3:00
Clean day check mark -
To-Do Day 2 (January 11)
Revision 3:00-8:00
Travel 8:00-9:00
Exam 9:00-11:00
Travel 11:00-12:50
12:10-12:30 Lunch
Assignments (slept instead)
Park 4:00-6:00
SS - Measure 6:00-7:00 (gave a presentation instead)
Revision 7:00-11:00
Sleep 11:00-5:00
Clean day check mark -
To-Do Day 3 (January 12)
Revision 5:00-7:00
Getting ready 7:00-8:00
Travel 8:00-9:00
Test 9:00-11:00
Travel 11:00-12:00
Lunch 12:30
Rest alot.
Interview
Revision 10:00-12:00
Sleep 1:00-3:00
To-Do Day 4 (January 13)
Revision 3:00-8:00
Travel 8:00-9:00
Test 9:00-11:00
12:00 Query ask
12:30 Pics and Photocopies.
01:00 Form Submission.
1:20 Home
Lunch 1:20-2:00
Rest or Sleep 2:00-4:00
4:00-6:00 park
Wassup bhai? How’s it going?
Loving the grind.
Hope you ar doing good too 'k
What a nice diary.
Best of luck
Thank you
(Four-Clover Leaf)
Relapsing more often…
Reason - had a break up 2 weeks ago
Idk how to deal with it for now, cuz there is no college for a month.
Feels like a trap, but also kind of an opportunity.
I still miss her, wanna go back, but won’t. I wanna improve myself.
Fuck porn, seriously fell for some dumbshit pixels.
To-Do 23 January (Today)
Been on bed from morning, eating, binge watching podcasts and UFCs, wrote some important notes though. A BIG L overall.
Right now 3:10 pm
Will get ready, eat something good
Walking our Dog
4:00-6:00 Full Module Reading + Related Concepts
6:00-7:30 park
Book Reading (Revision of Test) 7:30-10:00
10:00-11:00 Notes Making
Sleeping by 11:00
Shit sucks bro. I could have done so much more if only i knew not to waste my own time
I feel so stubborn and retarded, sucks being lazy.