Prox's Journal(18 M)

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Yeah it does, or you can call a plumber from nearby area he will fix it for you.

Yeah we can, and all courts in my area are concrete only :joy:

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I meant not that much smooth concrete floor, It is basically my house parking area :joy: :sweat_smile: So, It has a slope too. And rough floor. That I meant to ask :sweat_smile:
Sorry bro @Prox for ruining your diary :sweat_smile:

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Well you can play, balls are meant for playing, the grip might fade in a few days but that happens anyways, even if you play just on court.

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Now that I read this, it feels so wrong.

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:joy: :joy: :+1: I am thinking it in a different dimension :sweat_smile: :rofl: Got it bro :+1: Arigato Gosaimas :100: :clinking_glasses:

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Don’t know what welcome is in Japanese
But welcome (translate to Japanese yourself)

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Day 1

Tasks status
Slept Early (last day) :white_check_mark: 11 pm
Wake up early :white_check_mark: 6 am
Workout :x:
Meditation :x:
Study 10+ hours :x: did 2 Hours 0 minutes
Reading books :x:
Cold Shower :white_check_mark:
No Social Media :x: used dc
Brushing Twice :x:
No Junk Food :x:
Anime Controlled :x: 15 eps
Room cleaning :x:
Sketching Practice :x:

Wasting way too much time

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“Just because you suck doesn’t mean you are a loser or that you give up. If you suck then keep at it until you get what you want!!”. - Blow Jobs

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I have absolutely no idea on how to react to this

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tenor (5)

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randomly posting this

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When I opened RC today, I saw this message in the home screen. This one came to my mind instantly

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Day 0 relapse in evening

Tasks status
Slept Early (last day) :white_check_mark: 11 pm
Wake up early :x: 9 am
Workout :white_check_mark:
Meditation :x:
Study 10+ hours :x: did 1 Hours 0 minutes
Reading books :x:
Cold Shower :x:
No Social Media :x: used dc and reddit
Brushing Twice :x:
No Junk Food :x:
Anime Controlled :x: 8 eps
Room cleaning :x:
Sketching Practice :x:
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From today on I’ll add peeking as an relapse as well I used to kind perusal of just ignore it when i peeked and it always backfired on me
Porn is the real devil
Fapping is still somehow controllable (atleast for me )
But it seems my mind can’t live off the dopamine for too long
So i peeked today morning and did reset my counter

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Day 0

Tasks status
Slept Early (last day) :white_check_mark: 11 pm
Wake up early :x: 8 am
Workout :white_check_mark:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Study 10+ hours :x: did 2 Hours 0 minutes
Reading books :white_check_mark:
Cold Shower :white_check_mark: (twice)
No Social Media :x: used dc
Brushing Twice :x:
No Junk Food :white_check_mark:
Anime Controlled :x: 12 eps
Room cleaning :white_check_mark:
Sketching Practice :x:

In the last 30 days I’ve worked out 21 days and I’ve noticed that my stamina while running is increased highly before I used jog 2.5 km while taking breaks in btw but not anymore I can jog all the way for half hour
stonks :chart_with_upwards_trend:

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am alone at home right now and would be alone for the next 4 hours and have been controlling for the last 1 hour and now thinking of a cold shower but have to do a workout in 2 hours later then cold shower again so :dagger:
probably I should study now after meditating

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Day 1

Tasks status
Slept Early (last day) :white_check_mark: 10 pm
Wake up early :x: 9 am
Workout :white_check_mark: 30 mins
Meditation :white_check_mark: 26 mins
Study 10+ hours :x: did 4 Hours 0 minutes
Reading books :white_check_mark: 10 mins
Cold Shower :white_check_mark:
No Social Media :x: used dc and yt
Brushing Twice :x:
No Junk Food :white_check_mark:
Anime Controlled :x: 6 eps
Room cleaning :x:
Sketching Practice :white_check_mark:

Controlled all urges

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Day 2

Tasks status
Slept Early (last day) :white_check_mark: 9:30 pm
Wake up early :white_check_mark: 4 am
Workout :white_check_mark: 30 mins jogging
Meditation :white_check_mark: 10 mins
Study 10+ hours :x: did 4 Hours 30 minutes
Reading books :white_check_mark: 40 mins
Cold Shower :white_check_mark:
No Social Media :white_check_mark:
Brushing Twice :x:
No Junk Food :white_check_mark:
Anime Controlled :white_check_mark: 3 eps
Room cleaning :x:
Sketching Practice :x:
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tenor (6)

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how do you do that :joy: once i start i cant help myself from binging lol

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