Hai friends…
My highest streak was 72 days…
In this days…
I didn’t use smart phone and Internet for 2 months…
I was doing workout and physical exercises for 2 and half hours regularly for 1 month.
Then I went to coaching institute for competitive exams…for 1 month to hyderabad…
Then I joined in hostel to stay…in which one boy was doing masturbation regularly under his blanket…
I ignored him soo many times…
And I thanked “The Almighty” Because I was stoped totally watching p* videos…
I was very active those times…
My self motivation was at high level…
My Alertness was at high level…
My memoy power was at high level…
I used to wake up at early morning those days…
I was very happy those days…
Then I thought i am totally recovered…
But i was wrong…
I started using smart phone after 60 days…
I was ok upto 70/71 days streak…
I deleted this app unfortunately…
Then i had installed it again…
After restarting it. I was very upset to see “0” At counter at that time I didn’t know how to reset lost streak ( My 72 days) again…
I was demotivated…
I did relapse…
Now i am trying to stop using this smart phone and to use a small phone…
But I am studying engineering…
My clg is not good…No good faculty is there…
More times it is very hard to study without watching online video’s because we have some problematic subjects also…
I decided to study online by watching some videos…
But when I start studying online…
I just learn for 2 or 3 days only…
Then i relapse because of some adds and triggers…
To start studying again it takes more than 6 or 7 days again to me…
So…
I would like to ask u that…
Is it Good for me to study online ???
How can i manage my studies with out watching online videos??
I really don’t want to study online…
Because of helplessness/compulsion…i am using smart phone…
I don’t have any Facebook,Instagram,twitter,etc accounts…
Please reply…
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