Hi ! I have created a new diary. And I want to start this journey afresh. I will no longer post on the old diary. And I won’t post much on this diary. I am making this diary just to give myself that feeling that I am starting again.
RULES :
I will only make announcements on this channel for my challenges. And will disappear and return only to tell the results of the challenge. Please DO NOT POST ON THIS TOPIC ! I WON’T REPLY TO ANYONE ON THIS ANNOUNCEMENT ONLY CHANNEL. NOT BEING RUDE. BUT THIS IS FOR ANNOUNCEMENT ONLY:
When I was blocked from the server, I did not have a single thought of PMO for even one moment for a minimum of 14 days. I was obsessively focussed on my work. I was loving it. But then I had to do something I did not like doing. And then I peeked a bit and now I have relapsed multiple times over the past 5 days again and again. No point writing it here… But I feel like there is no solution. It is like I cannot sit idle… I want a solution. I feel so weak and dead.
You’re stronger than you think man. Just stop negative self-talk man I know it’s hard you have to keep moving forward. You have to fight don’t quit man.
I was in the same position as you now before I can’t even keep a 2-day streak & feeling like shit but I didn’t give up man I keep growing stronger & I made a 25-day streak after a lot of ups & downs. Don’t give up man.
I hope you will overcome this in future & be a better person. Best of luck .