2024-09-03T18:30:00Z
A really important day.
I have decided to break free from every thing that are holding me back. Deleted all social media accounts except this one and going to understand install this app as well, and forget what ever happened in past as learning and move forward.
Let’s see what this new found approach turns out.
2024-09-03T18:30:00Z
Internet shouldn’t be so fast.
Because I think qorn is bad thing but idiots with internet access are the worst.
Ya I am taking about myself.
2024-09-16T18:30:00Z
Relapsed
And Exam started tomorrow
Was really a bad decision
Let’s see if I pass this time
Edit:- the exam will continue till 23rd September
So I will be regular after that.
Okay!! Best of luck for your exam remember you only got injured not killed so keep going!! God bless you
2024-09-20T18:30:00Z
Fucked up bad,
Not relapse
In my second last exam
Need 50 to pass but my assessment say i will not get more than 38.
Let’s give it my all in last exam and hope for the best
Paper 2 my professors gave me 12 out of 30 on the project I submitted. Nobody got above 22 so I think I got a little below average.
But what I wrote in theory i don’t think I will get any more than 25 out of 70, but miracle do happen
Final guess 37
2024-09-22T18:30:00Z
Last exam done expecting something around 52 but would be happy if somehow got more
So yeah
37 and 52
2024-09-24T18:30:00Z
Day 1
Started to wake up early
Will exercise from tomorrow
Got a big urge
Nofap day 3
Took rest,
Now back to studies
2024-09-25T18:30:00Z
Did some situps,
Thigh hurting.
Woke up at 7
Studying since 1 hours
Try to avoid internet
2024-09-26T18:30:00Z
Day 3
Nofap day 5
No urge
Worked out good
Woke up at 7
Slept in the morning
Studied for 1 hours so far
2024-09-28T18:30:00Z
Relapse
Okay so I think I figured out,
Not working out is the problem for me.
Couldn’t work out today plus crossing 7day mark and 19 day mark is tough for me
2024-09-30T18:30:00Z
Day 1
No urge so far.
Failed my interview today
The interviewer were nice. I screwed up.
They smiled and pointed out my mistake. This usually don’t happen
Most just treat you like insignificant bug. If you answer wrong they look at you with disgust.
Preparing for next interview this month.
Day 4
Relapsed
2024-10-02T18:30:00Z
I will disappear for a while as this was my 31 relapse this year.
Internet is not my cup of tea.