Penis shrinkage bcoz of chronic masturbation : Should I give up on love and marriage ?? If I give up on marriage how do I communicate it to parents ??
Hi I am a 27 years old Indian guy. I started fapping at the age of 12. I used to stay alone at home for months on stretch. Hence I got badly addicted to masturbation. I used to fap 2-3 times a day so much that I started getting nightfalls after one year…then I reduced frequency a bit.
But the habit continued. Since I was alone with very less information on fapping and it’s impact on body I continued fapping. At 16, I was shifted to boys hostel …there sometimes we used take bath in a common bathroom…first time I observed that everyone else seemed to have bigger penis than mine. Though I was shocked but I didn’t pay much attention to it. Now at 27 years of age my parents have started telling me to get a girl and settle down… recently I measured my penis and below is the results :
Flacid - around 2.5 inches
Erect - around 4 inches
Girth when erect - around 3.4 inches
These numbers are significantly less than India average numbers.
… These results sent chills down my spine…also I suspect I am suffering from pied and infertility. I rarely get morning erections…
I searched a lot on internet and found the reason for my small penis. It seems I was fapping at an outrageous frequency during the prime years of penis growth. This led to immature growth of my penis and it didn’t grow properly.
Seems I have screwed up my penis big time.
I guess I shouldn’t marry someone as I will not be able to satisfy her. I have a crush and I was dating her since a while but now stopped talking to her. I have convinced myself that I have done an irreparable loss to my genitals. I have convinced myself that I should never have a girl friend or wife as I will be never able to satisfy her. I have given up on love and currently I am finding new reasons to lead a happy life. I am trying to come on terms with the fact that I will never have sex or never will I have a gf or wife.
But the biggest problem is how to tell my parents why I don’t want to marry. I am a single kid and my mom eagerly wants me to settle down and have kids…
What do I do ??? … Please help…
.fyi currently my streak is 21