When I was walking through my journey to adieu this world I fell to the dungeon of filth created by the humans labelling it as a place of cleanliness but the truth was that it’s an Orwellian trench of falsehood were
- Filth is Clean
- Lust is Modesty
- Objectification is Empowerment
The contrary strikes when I gone through the maturity phase and understood what Winston understood and tried to talk to the people who saw The Revolution. Big Brother is keeping track of myself and others and trying is hard propaganda to stop me from getting to the Path to Greatness.
Got out from the dungeon as secretly as I could but the weakness is still there. So need to be in disguise to save myself from The Filth Police.
No great wishes needed.
Adios,
The Last Knight
2 Likes
Day 2:
Wandering through the shadows trying my best not to expose myself and caught up again.
Silence is the key only when the lock which it is put in it fits.
so got one thing never follow every quote mindlessly being practical is the best way.
1 Like
Day 3 :
Boredom is the void which I assume want to get out of it. I mean who wants to get out of boredom. Even Winston had to get out of the monotony of regular Orwellian work until he met Julia a beautiful maiden. Seems like solitude is the key with a tinge finding togetherness with yourself.
Day 4:
Wandering in the forest, not knowing just learning instead of just going. What can happen I don’t need to know just need to enjoy what I am in.
Head pains are common I guess due to reminiscence of the filth.
What more to say than less the words.
Day 5:
Feeling a little sluggish since its common for a wanderer to get it if its deprived of it’s luxury which he enjoyed when he was a settler. But in the meantime, there’s some time when you challenge the societal norms and go out in the wilderness like Chris did but I hope I don’t get up like him.
Day 6:
I was saving myself but the lust police the best of me and use their power to make my brain in excruciating pain. It got the best of me and guess what I lost some currency as well which eventually get me to the point where I don’t even want to remember about it .
It’s true that higher expectations always leads to a catastrophic result when you get hold of overconfidence. Guess I need to take some new ways to stop myself from shit.
As well as need to be remember to talk less about and act more.
Since, habit isn’t linear I am bound to have some bad days. So leaving from here may the best thing falls on me.
Day 7:
No one to blame just to me for my condition. Not having the will is the worst form of mental health and the worst thing is I myself is holding myself. Not even the filth police has hold me here. They left me at my mercy because they know that I can’t be a headache to them.
Day 8:
A day of nothingness is equal to 0 but not negative but what is good or bad it’s a moral question.
Think of like this murder for a serial killer is an art, he doesn’t feel remorse instead he uses it as an art. A musician’s music is good for him whether it’s lyrics are degrading or body shaming anyone. It becomes subject as to what is good? or what is bad?
People say “You always have a choice” - they are true and agree with that but what happens when you get hold a parisitic worm and it controls the host. That is the question I am asking myself and I think the answer changes on the environment.
What do I say now?
Day 9:
Maybe I surrendered or am I just resting?