Past hauntings and overcomes

Yeah past hauntings but it’s not actually a haunting it’s the people I’ve been with and they are termed hauntings because what if I got to them…all about the feel. Trying hard since last 6 months to get all over this but when it comes again and again to haunt you, to make you return from the path you are on sometimes it makes you weak, sometimes you fall, got down hard enough that u couldn’t get up that’s where there’s a need to think why we started. And this is the first time I did it myself, u might regret for that very moment but after u feel so strong to let go the things that are hurting you and letting you down.