You heard it yesterday I paid a prostitute 153 dollars for sex because I thought it would help me to get rid of the urges, but I was wrong after the incident I felt much more worse then before I realised I fucking paid 157 dollars to a prostitute even though my economy is at the lowest. I couldn’t control myself it was like something was controlling me.
After I got home the urges was still there and guess what I fucking pmo-ed It was like shooting myself in the foot! I realised I have almost no money left. And at the same time I’m doing my truck drivers licence and if I fail the theory test or the practical test I would have to pay 157 dollars for each test to try again. Fuck!
I’m feeling hopeless right now