This is our start of journey to the reboot. We don’t personally know each other for we had only met on rewire forums. Some of us hasn’t even messaged each other.
Just a bunch of complete strangers encouraging and motivating each other to reach the common goal, OUR common goal; No fap .
This thread is made so that we have a place to share our experiences, our difficulties, our happiness, benefits of no faps etc.
So far so good, 4 days and no urges, but daily thoughts restructuration. I restarted some meditation before sleep, next thing to bring back is the whole yoga routine I use to do. I know that for me it gets hard after a week, and usually on weekends, but I’m going out in canoe-camping this w-e so I might expect it will kick hard on monday or tuesday.
How was your day guys?
It’s very cold here, inside the cozy blankets its almost impossible to not to give in but I still held on.
Every time I get an urge I watch animal rescue videos. I think its almost impossible for me to kill my urge without watching them. I hope for a day when I could control my urges with sheer will power.
Oh and I got accidentally exposed to porn in message app. Thank God I was not alone or I would have relapsed.
This was a relevation to me. I still overestimated myself.
I am weak. But by God’s grace and mercy I didn’t relapse.
And I know once I give in, it will be a never ending cycle of relapsing.
I remember from letter to Corinthians
“My grace is sufficient for you , for my power is made perfect in weakness .”
May he grant me power and may his will be done.
Amen.
@lullaby4an_insomaniac
Sorry that you had no response, I was out in nature the entire weekend and didn’t watch my phone at all. I can’t help you with blue balls i never had them that much. I’m sure there’s a topic about it somewhere in the forum or in reddit/nofap, for sure your not the only one that relapse because of it.
@lullaby4an_insomaniac Normal cause you’re low on dopamine, go out and do sports, whatever gives you a natural kick, try to meet people. If you haven’t done it yet, read about the porn addiction, reward an dopamine circuit, watch no fap video…
I went out with my friends for a short ride. Feel completely fine now. The monsoon here is great. Feels really good to just sit in park when it’s raining. The tranquility…
How is it going guys?
I relapsed yesterday after on my 17th days on streak with a painfull and pathetic binge and of course really felt like shit afterwards. But instead of seeing it as a ‘‘back to point 0’’ failure, today I realize that I still just PMO 1 time in 17 days, which is still a good improvement, and that I have the power to keep it a one time slip by keeping up the streak. Of course my app counter is back to zero, but I know I’m not back to zero in reality, each relapse can make you stronger…