Not struggeling with porn, but with masturbation edging and fantasizing

#1

Hey there,
I have been on a nofap mission on and off for maybe two years now. Still haven’t managed a 90day reboot but I am currently going for it. On my longest streak with 41 days of honestly only noporn and no ejaculation as I have caught myself playing with the fire of edging at some days. But I didnt reset my timer as a bigger number helps me not to throw progress away after a slip up and stay on the mission. I know its bad to check if your p is working and looking at your boner for pleasure. It made my progress very slow and on somedays the struggle was mentally exhausting. My goal was to get rid of sexual fantasies that plague me for some years as they are and escape of reality and they actually make my reality which is actually nice seem unsatisfactory. Need a partner that struggels with mentally edging through maladaptive daydreaming aswell. Having an onsession with ones own dick compined with the tendency of avoiding reality.
Sharing code - 31ef88

Current steak - 41 days
Highest steak - 41 days
Age - 24
Gender - M (Optional)
Location - Europe

Kind regards
Ps:that was my first post

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#3

I have been dealing with it for years. It cant be shut off but it can be altered. Practise mindfulness meditation. Throughs will come up but its you who decides on how to handle. To indulge in them or to let them pass. I had to admit to myself that most of the time I didnt want to let go of the thoughts and thats why they stayed. Be honest to yourself. It takes courage to let go of a behaviour which defined oneself for long. They will be no clear cut. It will be a process. Take day by day. Best wishes

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#4

Lets do this My code3oj82z

#5

Hi, I also have problems to get rid of sexual fantasies, I’m 24, my current streak is 37 days, my best streak: 105 days. we can battle together! My code is: 1b5335

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#6

I’m in the same boat.

Code: 711527

#7

That’s a far worse problem. It’s like that you are not bringing viruses from external drives but your CPU itself is corrupt. Try lots of meditation every morning, it will help. Use this app called Deep meditation. It’s completely free while you can access every feature. It really helped me with the fantasizing. @return2reality

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