No Longer Want to Count days, just weeks and months

I wrote down some negative effects of a PMO relapse to encourage myself and others not to relapse

Negatives of a relapse:

-Sluggish/low energy
-Lack of clarity/brain fog
-Guilty feeling right afterwards
-Have to clear history/search history

  • Zero drive/motivation
  • Craving instant gratification afterwards/have zero interest in delayed gratification(will likely binge on junk food and short form content like YouTube and reels)
  • Have no interest in God/things of God
    -Memory problems
    -Feeling like failure/stuck in the loop of “this time I will really lock in”
    -Stutter/stumbling over my words/losing train of thought during conversation
    -Making eye contact can be very difficult
    -Way harder to get up in the morning
    -Wasted time(PMO session is usually hours)
  • Procrastination
  • Brain is wired to continue the cycle even more, instead of reversing the cycle

How To Avoid Relapse:

  • Take Every Thought Captive(2 Corinthians 10:5)
    -Practice delayed gratification(working out, reading, practice a skill)
  • Being in the present moment(stop daydreaming, stop thinking about past mistakes, stop thinking about future and worry about the current moment)(Matthew 6:34)
    -Bible Studying
    -Prayer
    -Fasting
    -Praise and worship
    -Limit time on phone/social media
    -Help people
    -Fellowship and community with people who also want to be better
    -Live a pure lifestyle free from drugs/drinking
  • Don’t hang around people who peer pressure or tempt you to do instant gratification
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