Done, welcome brother. With determination and self-control infused in your mind all the time, you will get there, you will free yourself. I see you also invite the Master into your life, if you believe in his energy he will be there, he won’t do it for you, but he will be there, he will be there. You may think to be an imitation of Christ now, but there is a Christ in every human waiting to be awaken, you are He as He is You, as I am you also, we all do this together.
BTW guys, all of you he in this topic, you may not all be «believers» but it doesn’t matter, you can invite everything or everyone who inspire you to be with you(a god, a great person, a character, or like my grandfather who kicked off cigarettes one day even if he smoked several packs per day, and own a corner store and sells them all day long…), it can even be mere concepts (self-accountability, honnor, determination…) . By doing so, if its someone, you will feel a presence, a warm hand on your shoulder (thats metaphorical), and it could help to not feel alone in the struggle, or it will in some kind of way be downloaded in you if you keep it in mind regularly (for concept or what the admired person inspires)