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Nice!
Keep going strong brother
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you too keep going my man
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The fight isn’t over yet. Get up and fight you fucking idiot. Don’t you dare give up. Don’t you even think about it. Keep moving no matter how much it hurts. One step at a time.
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I’m going to destroy everything that stands in my way. Every single thought that tells me I can’t do it. Every comment from others which says I’m insufficient to do it. Every obstacle which mocks me and my pursuit. Everything that stands in my way I’m going to burn it down.
You can’t hold me forever, I will eventually find a way to beat you. Go fuck yourself! I’m the indestructible monster of my life! I’m going to plow in with power and bring on destruction of everything! I can and I will! Watch me!
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pursue your ego brother, rewrite your consciousness cuz if you don’t i am gonna surpass you…
i know this goes without saying, but yh, good luck!
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That’s basically the plan. I felt this anger after quite a while. And I let it out.
Those voices are still there fucking up my head. Telling me that I can’t do it. I’m getting tired of them now.
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one sad story to say. We’d make sevai (vermicelli) out of wheat flour in summers. Dry them up and then later use it for dishes.
We had a machine to take in the lump of dough and then one has to continuously rotate the mechanism which presses the dough and the sevai comes out. Growing up I’ve rotated that mechanism all these years. It’s not an easy task, it takes some muscle and one has to dedicate a whole day doing it if you want enough sevai.
Unfortunately that machine is busted and my mum went to some people who use electric power for the same task and it takes ₹10 as she said.
I’m feeling like while it is hard work it is a part of old tradition and shouldn’t be taken away.
What’s done is done this year but for the next time I’m going to fix the machine and insist my mother that we do it the traditional way as we’ve been doing it always.
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Not sure what to say. I’m not horny but still having that compulsive habit to check out a woman’s body. The mind still wants to catch a glimpse of those things. It still wants to procrastinate. I wonder why it is so.
Like an automated response I should be doing.
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It will get reduced over over time and might even disappear. Train the eyes to look to the face only and mostly at the first look. It’s kind of a skill that can be mastered over time.
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In the end, it was no other my man Bhishma (the person in my profile) who made the Supreme Lord break his vow. Nobody else was more qualified than him.
A pure devotee with lifetime of sexual energy running in his veins, he was the warrior with greatest willpower in the whole epic. He owned his misfortunes like a badass. In this pursuit of being a monster, I felt sometimes that having a mate would be a blessing. But with the tragedy that happened my heart is broken and possibly will never be whole for it. Bhishma’s example is giving me strength and asking me to own my misfortunes too.
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I have to live. I have to survive this.
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Happy Birthday man @Nep_12 
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Happy birthday! @Nep_12 
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Happy birthday bro 
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Thank you so much fellas. This app does its job😂
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Happy birthday @Nep_12
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Happy Birthday @Nep_12 .
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Attention! I will be really honored to present
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The one and only 1k reply in @Nep_12’s diary
Who will do the 1001 reply:
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