I am fighting this battle from last 1.5 years with streaks not more than 11 days. That’s my highest streak. I want to change myself very badly.
Once a bright student, a powerful speaker, a soulful musician, I lost it all gradually.
I have seen sleepiness nights due to my addiction, I have myself kicked my self reputation in school. I used to smile carefree, I want to find back that smile.
I have turned a fickle minded person. I wasn’t even ready to write this diary. Just because I was indecisive and kept on procastinating. Today it’s Day 4.
I know, I am not perfect. I am not wishing for it even. I just want to be normal. Out of this addiction. I don’t want to go back to the hell.
This diary holds a lot of hope for me.