Day 14
2020-10-11T18:30:00Z
Today was a busy day, and I admit I peeked a 3 min trailer of soft porn series made by ekta kapoor in youtube 
It aroused me a little bit But I quickly destroyed that chain , and come out from that Because I know That these small bad steps would trigger me to watch again that old shit.
I want to earn streak to Gain my confidence and I am on rewiring Phone addiction challenge so literally I don’t have any window to watch anything disgusting in my mobile screen.
Day 0
2020-10-12T18:30:00Z
I have nothing to say 
Whatever I did,
I done Intentionally 
I attitude of “let’s see what is new update”
I took casually
My 14 Days Of Discipline has gone in just few minutes 
2020-10-12T17:56:00Z → 2020-10-12T20:20:00Z
This is the time Period Of my P@rn session after months of Rewiring just a fucking mistake and I reverted back to my old bad habit 
You all would be wondering why It has such a long session but actually this is short session in comparison to my old ones 
I will again Start from 0 
I should have confessed earlier before initiating this… I Might prevent myself from day 0 
I will not Let me down… Learnt Lessons from this 
This Time There Was NO PMO , Strict Lockdown. NO edging, No peeking Intentionally 
Dont worry bro , u will come back strong…
When u need help, Ask god he will definitely help u .
Day 1
2020-10-13T18:30:00Z
hello Guys, I am here after 2 days , yesterday was the day of urges , I don’t know how many times I experienced it…
The urge to watch porn and masturbate was quite high during daytime when I went to market
It was a quite awkward situation for me. Those images were repeatedly strike Inside me. But I exercised deep breath mediation to curb it…yesterday It was day 0 so it might be a mind trick to fap 1 more time and Good Bye
BUT…
I REPEATEDLY TOLD MYSELF THAT IT WAS DUE TO CHASER EFFECT , URGES STRIKE BECAUSE THEY WERE WEAKEST AT THAT POINT OF TIME. THEY WANT SOME SERIOUS ATTENTION FROM YOU SO IT WAS THE BEST TIME TO TEACH THEM …
I DIDN’T BOW DOWN …
SO I AM IN REWIRING PHASE I KNOW THAT URGES ARE JUST FOR SOME MOMENTS . YOU JUST DON’T GIVE THEM ATTENTION …BECAUSE THEY ARE WEAKEST AT THAT TIME
Take an example of you , if you tied with a rope and death was in front of you …you desperately use your strongest force to cut that rope and prevent yourself. This was the same case with urges…
I HAVE LOST MY 14 DAYS, 28 DAYS AND 14 DAYS OF STREAKS WITH JUST A FEW MINUTES OF INDISCIPLINE.
I WILL RISE 
PROCESS WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN REWIRING . MIND PLAYS MANY TRICKS WITH YOU
TALKING FROM MY EXPERIENCE
some 3-4 minute peek and repeatedly edging then relapses was inevitable…
I was serious addict that’s why I have not a long streak from july
Day 2
2020-10-15T05:19:00Z
Here I am alone in My room… And I am going to Study… If any wrong thoughts 
will strike me… I will visit forum 
2020-10-17T18:30:00Z
From Now on I don’t Count days… I just count when I will achieve Something from these Streak
…
My regular update on My lone activities continuous, I will post my Alone time activities here and post Whenever Something Wrong thoughts come in my mind… And How I Channelise it
2020-10-18T18:30:00Z
I have alone since 10 AM. I napped a little and there was a bad dream
Keep focusing on your purpose!
2020-10-19T04:30:00Z → 2020-10-19T10:23:00Z
This was the time duration When I am alone
I Napped, Then Took a shower, Surf Some Mobile, Took lunch and Watched some portion of Web series. I also watched some online lectures related to my course
Need to Focus more on my study…
This is Vulnerable period that’s why I binged some shows which help me to distract 
I need to Read this post daily
2020-10-27T18:30:00Z
Want to Rise Again
I slipped into abyss… Did 3 times in last 2 days after 9 days of Streak
Now Don’t give a attention to number of days… Want to make Hard mode(Without Peeking, Edging) a part of lifestyle a part of process.
I proudly say that in last 9 days. I did everything without a bit of PMO