Day 2
2020-10-15T05:19:00Z
Here I am alone in My room… And I am going to Study… If any wrong thoughts will strike me… I will visit forum
Day 2
2020-10-15T05:19:00Z
Here I am alone in My room… And I am going to Study… If any wrong thoughts will strike me… I will visit forum
2020-10-17T18:30:00Z
From Now on I don’t Count days… I just count when I will achieve Something from these Streak
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My regular update on My lone activities continuous, I will post my Alone time activities here and post Whenever Something Wrong thoughts come in my mind… And How I Channelise it
2020-10-18T18:30:00Z
I have alone since 10 AM. I napped a little and there was a bad dream
Keep focusing on your purpose!
2020-10-19T04:30:00Z → 2020-10-19T10:23:00Z
This was the time duration When I am alone
I Napped, Then Took a shower, Surf Some Mobile, Took lunch and Watched some portion of Web series. I also watched some online lectures related to my course
Need to Focus more on my study…
This is Vulnerable period that’s why I binged some shows which help me to distract
I need to Read this post daily
2020-10-27T18:30:00Z
Want to Rise Again
I slipped into abyss… Did 3 times in last 2 days after 9 days of Streak
Now Don’t give a attention to number of days… Want to make Hard mode(Without Peeking, Edging) a part of lifestyle a part of process.
I proudly say that in last 9 days. I did everything without a bit of PMO
These 9 days are more satisfying than 28 days of Streak with Peeking, Edging, Watching p@rn without Mast… And orgasm in September 2020
Hello guys
From Now On after a while
I am Continuing where I left off before festive season
Even a Peek of P@rn from now on In my life
I will mention just by Entering Day, it is different from My counter because I only count My Masturbation In my app counter
So here I will Mention my Counter Without P@rn
Because it will give me a clear indication of my progress
Currently I’m at Day 2 and as far as I remember My Highest Streak without P@rn is 7 days in my lifetime from when I started Watching Regular P@rn in my life from last 9 years
I am writing new Script in my life after 9 years of P addiction
It was July August of 2011 when I started Watching Regular P in 11th Standard of My School
Since then I binges P for hours and then Mas…
Lot of times I watched P for hours and Didn’t Mas…
Because I thought that Mas… Is more detrimental for my health as compare to Watching P…
But Now I realised who was the real culprit
I peeked at 23:25 after 4 days
Now listening to Easypeasy audiobook
Again Fell Down, I peeked in Afternoon watched some erotic vids…
I am struggling to Avoid from MO…
After restraining from watching porn From Many days I am going through Some Serious And Evil habit, I have been Objectifying Someone from Opposite gender from many days
I am Fantasizing about her From 1 and 2 days, I know This is Lust and I don’t want to indulge in this habit
I am Avoiding MO from 9 days But This Evil Lust inside my head is ruining my mind that’s why I peeked to porn
Buddy similar thing happened with me , Just meditate and take cold shower , it will go .
And if this thought comes again just do the same, it helped mr to overcome this problem
Yaha Itni thand hai kaha se le cold shower , @Dean_Ambrose Sometimes It’s hard For me, I want myself 100% clarity in my mind, I don’t want to Objectify anyone, And reality is I am Fantasizing about some stranger Girl in my neighborhood, This Is worse Than watching Porn
Lol Yeah I know its winter season in INDIA ,
But u have to come out of your comfort zine
My mind didn’t work and Feel Sexually aroused, Seriously This feeling is worse than Porn, First time in my life I am experiencing lust in my mind
It sucks