Oh crap failed again. Not getting past the 10 day mark at the moment and I easily could have done.
What’s wrong with me? Why aren’t I motivated? Failing was a deliberate decision on my part but why? Now I feel numb again and demotivated I should be on the dating apps but I feel incredibly half hearted about it. What have I done to myself and what am I doing to myself? It’s such a pointless waste of energy even if it’s 20 minutes or 5 minutes it’s still a pointless exercise and a waste of energy.
Actually I do know why it was frustration over a girl I liked which sounds pathetic and now well it’s like shooting yourself in the foot when your other foot is lame.
Thank God for this app.
I’m managing this problem but I’m not conquering it…