things I knew would happen…
I don’t want to really get rid of the addiction I kind of want it…i.e. why this relapse…after my last relapse I told I will make a streak of 30 days…then once a week I will do the fap…but I failed on the fourth day…
these four days were good…
had good benefits…urges had come down…
then again the same cycle happened today…I got up late was alone in the house…watching mobile videos then slowly the things shifted to naughty stuff.
I am happy in between I was able to do the urge surfing…but then again I started to use the mobile and relapsed…
now learning from this relapse…
u cannot be loose with the commitments any time even if u have abstained for four days same precautions are required…
- it is a problem treat it
- not every fun u can have in life.
- not alone in house.
- mobile phone to be used in living room
I think if I would have used these precautions only I would have prevented relapse…
side effects are the time waste u did… and what will happen now…u will sleep and rest for sometime u want to have some food…which will again make u drowsy…
I am dealing with a big problem not a small one I have to fight it out…and this is one of the most imp way I can be more confident and motivated…
one more point I want to add is self discipline
u had promised urself to get up at 5
first mistake don’t go in bed again…second mistake even if u are late plan ahead how are u going to spend the day…if u plan I don’t think u would have stayed home and relapsed…
planning is very important to enjoy life and enjoy the most of it.
so I will some up give points
- it is a problem treat it…and get rid of this fast
- u cant have every fun in the world…
- practice self discipline and planning
- not to be alone in the house.
- mobile phone in the living room
common beat it.
Require ur suggetions