Hi there. I’m writing this at 4.54am after a restless night. Have to work in the morning in a few hours. I just binged 2 full days off a 24 day streak, feels bad. My depression, anxiety, suicidal ideations and come back full force. I have to stop this forever if I want to continue living.
This will serve as a mini blog for me to document my experiences and hopefully motivate me to keep going.
I guess this is day 0. Hope I survive work later with 0 sleep. Signing off.