For the past 10 years, every time i failed to make it even in the holy month of Ramadan. I failed to stop my self from fapping in those just 30 days of Ramadhan. I used to fap in the night though, not day time.
Around 1th April 2022. Ramadan is about to start. I’ll make sure i do it this time.
I have been too weak for those 10 years, but not this time. The wonder thing is that in every year, I used to achieve different streaks like 30, 40 or 60 days but never achieved 30 days in the Ramadan month. This is the time, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
Let me wait for it to start, then i will start the count down.
Slowly slowly, I hope i can do this one. .
I have to, if i slip up now, i’ll live with the greaf and dissapointment for the entire 1 year since after that is where i’ll get another time to correct my mistakes in another ramadan. It too far i wont allow that.
I’ll keep pushing for now:muscle:.
I think this the best month for a while.
Because i tried to stop myself even for other things just for this month though.
No soda
No broiler chicken
No broiler eggs
No chips
For the whole month, though i will get to them on May .
But i will keep fighting to continue the streak of Nofap na Noporn.
But in those 88 days, i had porn once and it was too intense, thanks to God it was too close to fap but i stopped myself, though it was before ramadan.
