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I slipped up again after 6 days :person_facepalming:t2:
But I won’t say 6 days cause I watched porn for 3 days and edged a little every day.

Let’s focus on a small goal for now:

First goal:

No P, M, or O, No edge, no nothing for 24 hours :crossed_fingers:

Repeat:

3 times :fire:

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@The_integrous_one @Sholt_Tenkerrot @The_Ambitious_One @WalKir @anon30406793 @anon87955785 @nofapstar123 @prothekter_aden @anon6586404 @yashnofap01

I have read this diary from the beginning till here and now I am reminded of my goal.

Enough!!!

I must stop with the chit chat and being goody goody with not promising words!

From tomorrow on, there will be a new Sabeur Khalid, you won’t recognize him anymore.

Tomorrow is the first day of my forever streak even if it seems impossible, even if it seems hard, that’s what gives me:

𝗠𝗢𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 :fire:

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Lock down

Monster unleashed!

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That’s the time when Inside Monster wakes up and make you Unbreakable !!
Keep the Spirit High. All the Best !!:boom:

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:sunrise: The begining of my day:

5:30 A.M

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🇩 🇦 🇾 :one: :ballot_box_with_check:

8͍ :͍ 1͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍

:white_check_mark: - - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
:ballot_box_with_check: - - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
:heavy_check_mark: - - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
:medal_sports: - - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»

[:medal_sports:] SLEPT ENOUGH
[:white_check_mark:] CLEANED MY ROOM
[:white_check_mark:] ATE HEALTHY FOOD
[:white_check_mark:] FAMILY TIME
[:white_check_mark:] READING
[:white_check_mark:] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[:ballot_box_with_check:] STSRTED WRINTING AGAIN
[:ballot_box_with_check:] STRETCHING EXERCISES
[:ballot_box_with_check:] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[:ballot_box_with_check:] PRAYED
[:ballot_box_with_check:] STUDIED
[:ballot_box_with_check:] TOOK A COLD SHOWER

I was really happy and strong willed today, I felt like I was reborn again :fire:
No P, No M, No O, No looking at people from different direction except for their faces, No edge, No urge, No bad thoughts, No nothing!!!

I have a good feeling about this new journey, the same feeling I had once I started that streak in Wich I broke my record, No it’s more than that, I feel like:

Miraculous! :fire:

koushi-nagumo-shota

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:sunrise_over_mountains: The end of my day:

9:30 P.M

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:sunrise: The begining of my day:

5:00 A.M

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🇩 🇦 🇾 :two: :ballot_box_with_check:

9͍ :͍ 1͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍

:white_check_mark: - - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
:ballot_box_with_check: - - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
:heavy_check_mark: - - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
:medal_sports: - - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»

[:medal_sports:] SLEPT ENOUGH
[:white_check_mark:] CLEANED MY ROOM
[:white_check_mark:] ATE HEALTHY FOOD
[:white_check_mark:] FAMILY TIME
[:white_check_mark:] READING
[:white_check_mark:] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[:white_check_mark:] STARTED WRINTING AGAIN
[:white_check_mark:] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[:white_check_mark:] PRAYED
[:white_check_mark:] STUDIED
[:white_check_mark:] TOOK A COLD SHOWER
[:ballot_box_with_check:] PLAYED THE PIANO
[:ballot_box_with_check:] EXERCICED
[:ballot_box_with_check:] REDUCED SCREEN TIME

Again, No P, No M, No O, No looking at people from different direction except for their faces, No edge, No urge, No bad thoughts, No nothing!!!

It’s the 3rd day that I’m mostly worried about, I never completed the third day without any edges. That’s gonna be a tough Challenge but if you have a strong desire and discipline, Consistency will emerge and success can be achieved.

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:sunrise_over_mountains: The end of my day:

10:00 P.M

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:sunrise: The begining of my day:

5:30 A.M

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🇩 🇦 🇾 :three: :ballot_box_with_check:

8͍ :͍ 1͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍

:white_check_mark: - - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
:ballot_box_with_check: - - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
:heavy_check_mark: - - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
:medal_sports: - - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»

[:medal_sports:] SLEPT ENOUGH
[:white_check_mark:] CLEANED MY ROOM
[:white_check_mark:] FAMILY TIME
[:white_check_mark:] READING
[:white_check_mark:] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[:white_check_mark:] STARTED WRINTING AGAIN
[:white_check_mark:] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[:white_check_mark:] PRAYED
[:white_check_mark:] STUDIED
[:ballot_box_with_check:] PLAYED THE PIANO
[:ballot_box_with_check:] REDUCED SCREEN TIME

Watched P and edged but it’s never too late to stop them as well.

Storms make people stronger and never last forever :fire:.

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:sunrise_over_mountains: The end of my day:

9:30 P.M

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:sunrise: The begining of my day:

5:30 A.M

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🇩 🇦 🇾 :four: :ballot_box_with_check:

1͍0͍ :͍ 1͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍

:white_check_mark: - - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
:ballot_box_with_check: - - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
:heavy_check_mark: - - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
:medal_sports: - - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»

[:medal_sports:] SLEPT ENOUGH
[:medal_sports:] FAMILY TIME
[:white_check_mark:] READING
[:white_check_mark:] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[:white_check_mark:] STARTED WRINTING AGAIN
[:white_check_mark:] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[:white_check_mark:] PRAYED
[:white_check_mark:] STUDIED
[:ballot_box_with_check:] PLAYED THE PIANO
[:ballot_box_with_check:] REDUCED SCREEN TIME

Looks like I won the first round

Are you ready for a rematch @The_integrous_one ? :crossed_swords:

20220925_213501

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:sunrise_over_mountains: The end of my day:

9:30 P.M

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:sunrise: The begining of my day:

5:30 A.M

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🇩 🇦 🇾 :five: :ballot_box_with_check:

9͍ :͍ 3͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍

:white_check_mark: - - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
:ballot_box_with_check: - - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
:heavy_check_mark: - - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
:medal_sports: - - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»

[:medal_sports:] SLEPT ENOUGH
[:medal_sports:] FAMILY TIME
[:white_check_mark:] READING
[:white_check_mark:] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[:white_check_mark:] STARTED WRINTING AGAIN
[:white_check_mark:] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[:white_check_mark:] PRAYED
[:white_check_mark:] STUDIED
[:white_check_mark:] PLAYED THE PIANO
[:white_check_mark:] REDUCED SCREEN TIME
[:white_check_mark:] MEDITATED
[:white_check_mark:] EXERCISED

Only 5 days and my body is filled with energy all ready. I experienced less laziness and more Consistency. I also reduced screen time from 8 hrs to 1 hr only in these last few days. I am really happy with my life.

I started swimming today in a swimming pool and I did good job at my first day, even the coach was surprised of my Consistency cause I didn’t stop swimming forward for a whole hour without taking rest. ( I know that it might not have been the best idea but he forced me to ) it was a test to see how much I could resist.

Anyway, I came back home and played the piano then went to study for a while then decided to watch few jokes and listen to music on YouTube to brighten the mood, then I spent some time with my parents, they were having few problems regarding their work so I decided to console them and put a smile on their faces.

Anyway, that was it for today.
Good night friends :sparkles: Sweet dreams! :sleeping:

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:sunrise_over_mountains: The end of my day:

10:00 P.M

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Ahhh I slipped up last night :man_facepalming:t2: because of P, urges were strong and I was in bed all alone, it was a weak moment.

But anyway, let’s make a new start from today. I am not sad I’m actually happy cause I used to relapse daily and I really mean daily then 1 day then 3 days and now 5 days and I will make more