Hi bro, after 137 days of monk mode streak dident you rewired your mind? Dident you got free of famale energy dependence? I am about 40 days and a feel my mind fucked and weak i hope is reweiring.
Brother to be honest. You get everything but it requires sometime. My whole aim of starting nofap was to get a girlfriend. After 70 days i did that… Cause my energy was so high and i had hell lot of confidence to approach. But after that i started falling again and again though i got what i wanted. I also have done a lot of trip inbetween which in return misbalanced my daily routine. Finally i relapsed .
Basically it all upon your mind. You have to control it and control it again and again… I think for lifetime. You will never get a permanent solution to this problem even if you are on your 1000 days streak.
Thats the reason monk always stay disciplined.