Hi guys! First of all I wanted to say that I’m so glad I found this app. Whenever I get an urge I start reading the posts and I remind myself of why I’m doing this, something I didn’t have before, and the main reason why it was impossible for me to go 1 day without fapping.
Mini intro to my situation: I’ve been addicted for 6 years and I haven’t just watched porn non stop but I’ve also spent hundreds of dollars on webcam sites. Before all this shitty situation I was great in bed and got loads of girls. Because of porn I started to feel more anxious and got pied. Due to this, I’ve also lost my girlfriend one year ago. Even though I knew I had a problem and I was depressed as hell, I kept doing it. I just didn’t care about anything, I just wanted to fap for hours. I couldn’t stop.
Right now I’m on a 5 day streak and I’m as disciplined as ever before. I truly want to stop. It’s what I wish for every fucking day. To become my old self, full of confidence and more happy (as I’m always irritated, mostly because I knew I wasn’t doing the right thing and I was flushing my life down the toilet).
My question for all you experts is: how long does it take to rewire? How long would it take for me to get a normal hard on like before, and not feel anxious about being a fucking loser who’s always jerking off in his bedroom?
Thanks guys! I wish I knew about these apps a loooonnnggg time ago!!