I guess I need to decide what exactly I’m trying to get away from. Porn is my big problem, masturbation too. I was looking at porn for hours at a time and masturvating sometimes 5 times a day. So I want to break my addiction to them both.
At the moment, my big focus will be on porn. That is what I’ll track with the app. After May, I’ll start tracking both with the app. However, if masturbation starts happening more than once every few days, that’ll have to start being tracked too.
Porn is what really destroys my wife to hear about. If I can really start breaking free from porn by May, I think masturbation will take care of itself. Especially since I’ll have my wife with me every night.
My main point for wanting to quit porn is that I don’t want to think sexually about anybody except my wife.
I will still post on here when I end up masturbating, just for the added accountability and transparency. Also it will let me track it. That way I’ll know if it’s getting overboard again. I did last night around 3 a m. Had my wife on my brain and no porn around, just complete darkness. Not going to let myself do that again until I get to day 4 or 5.