Thanks for this wonderful application by which I am able to express myself
As like others, I am addicted to pornography from a long back i.e around 15years. Now I’m 28 and I have decided to free from it. I got a perfect life partner but now not willing to get married ( because down the line,i know my weakness and this addiction) Well, I have constant mood swings and i am not able to figure out how to handle. I am practicing Yoga, Mediation, going out with my friends and sometimes taking landscape photography (My friends calls I am good at that) but still I am feeling bored after doing these things. For instance, If i start reading some technical book or novels then I loose interest after reading 30 to 40min. Only thing I’m doing pretty good is that scrolling Facebook or Instagram, feed or watching random movies. Other than that allmost everything in this world don’t give me energy or excitation( Offcours a sexual explicit content gives highest level of interest but i am staying away from that)
How do you guys handle ? what way you divert yourself, while not getting bored? Is this my own behaviour and unknowingly i made a best friend to pornography ( 15yrs of addiction)? So many people around me but i am not counting them. I am starting a new habit but very soon i fails to complete and then procastination …then life and my own idea fails at the end. One thing i notice when i am not doing anything and getting stressed on something then urge gets stronger but till now i am in control.
My current strike is 8* and I am sure this year not going to replase or watch any content which ll make me low.
Feel free to ping me or suggest, anything you would like. I would appreciate your time and have a good rest of the day!! Be Safe