You will find at this topic, some paragraphs I wrote when I felt down, in purpose to find some comfort and inner peace, maybe it can touch something in you. I Hope it helps. "
Hello
Rab M23 , Nazareth, Christian Arab,
Idk how to deal with pressure
Got classes and studies and work … plenty
Deep down I always seeking attention/care , so every time I feel I’m in bad place, I whine about it, complain, that’s some of the residues from my childhood.
so I go look for people to conform me
I search online in random chat, but it ends up being sexual chat , and boom…
With the little time I had last week, I couldn’t finish everything, or pick the pace,
Last Tuesday we had elections, so all classes was cancelled, and now they sent us a like of recorded classes (that we were supposed to learn) it’s 8 hours worth of lectures, + homework
I also have my permanent job every
Friday 15:00-21:00 Saturday 10:00-20:00
The list goes on and on
I’m looking for comfort, idk how to deal with this pressure
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Today I got classes 10-14 work 15-21
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people, I appreciate any help
I keep losing the sense of purpose, why am I doing any of what I’m doing?
I have another job with the family, and have traumatizing experience with them, and I can’t not think about it, it reoccurring seen in my mind,
So currently when thinking of work, no since of purple is driving me, but fear of repeated situation.
About studies, idk what’s driving me