I planned a reboot before my marriage but this is very hard.
I always kept failing… though i did a couple of month streaks here & there.
i had 14 days on my counter… on my marriage day.
I was so afraid that i wanted to run away but faced the situation… sweated a lot… got through it.
After that… i was surprised by my sexual performance… before i used to have pied… hard mode made my dick … hard as iron. I had so much sex in first month of marriage. My goal was semen retention that time… so i didnt ejaculate.
I felt sexual transmutation and all amazing powers in that month. I was very happy with myself.
Things got bad when my wife went to her home and i masturbated in her absence. When she came back… i become a sex addict.
I coundnt control to ejaculate and one day by mistake… without planning … she got pregnent. But it didnt stoped there… we used to have sex even when the baby was 7 months in womb.
I got bore of sex after 1 year… then i start watching soft porn… masturbation continued.
I tried a lot to quit but always fall. 3 years of constant failure.
Here i am now… on 12 days streak… still struggling… today done fasting to have some rest from urges and it worked.
I just remember myself that relapse will not do good for me… and i should continue to heal myself.