I want to join this.
My sharing code : nrssxs
I want to join this.
Omg ! I had a dream of downloading porn and then relapsing and then also regretting…all this in dream…in sleep i am fighting … saying to my self… don’t download…you can download later after a year …or don’t look…my inner self also want to leave this habit (fap).
Well i didn’t relapse and nor the night fall.
Everything is great and good.
Thank you… Looking forward to it
Day 1 check in. It’s go time
someone to add me to the challenge my code: gbsc8n
Word up my homies… Hope you’re all staying strong and breathing through it.
Day 3 in!!!
Remember that we must treat our monkey’s with love and patience… So no spanking the monkey
Update my points on board day 2
Dude I had a similar experience… I dreamed that I fapped and was extremely disappointed… Probably because of so many stories we have red of people feeling like shit after relapse
@Keats day 15 check
Feeling relaxed, no desires to watch porn. Porn has no appeal to me, its fake, is nothing like real sex, depletes my spiritual and physical energies, creates unhealthy lust, objectifies women, makes me irritable and is just an endless trap.
My brain is too primitive on some levels to differentiate between a real warm blooded, walking and talking girl from a digital universe of virtual fantasy pornstars and actors. I choose to be mindful of this trap and no longer have any desire to fool and trick my dopamine receptors into thinking any of that pleasure is real.
Those of you still in the single digits may start checking in with whatever day count your Rewire counter is currently on. If your streak is in the double digits (or triple, @Atkv - which is very impressive btw) start on day one.
Try to check in daily, friends, and I will update your progress at the top of this thread.
I look forward to adding you all as members in the League soon.
@dont.you.dare.lose.king hey friend, congrats on the 6 day streak.
Don’t know if you got my message the other day but due to your previous relapse I had to remove you from the challenge until a new member was added. Now that we have one I am re-activating your status at day 1
Sorry for the confusion.
You got a solid streak going so keep it up and you will be a member in the League soon.
Some great introspection going on here @awakeningplanet
These are the kind of realizations that truly kill the veneer of appeal porn tries to maintain.
Really good thoughts.
Day 3 ok
Good energy in this group.
No time to read all, I’m tired.
I continue to grow. I hope you too.
@DudeLebowski - Beau travail. Continue comme ca.
Yesterday I had gone to the cinema with some family members, it was very good and pleasant, and today I was having some dreams about hentai I think, the problem is that sometimes these dreams are so real that it seems that there was a relapse in our mind, the which can be a reason for us to fall back when we wake up, however, for me it was only in the dream.
Fallin into a deep depressive episode
I’m doing everything I can
@MrFlipy Respect. One day at a time, friend.
Most of my life, I have felt that I needed to prove my worth to others. I needed to feel admired and appreciated. I needed this as much as I needed anything else, except that it was not concious.
I remember speaking with a sponsor many years ago, and he said something important I never forgot: God dont make no junk! He made me and so I am no junk. I have worth. I am love-able. I think this is something that I always need to remember.
I am not my addiction and my addiction is not me. I got sick when I was a child. I started to look at porn when I was a kid. Now I am addicted. This does not deminish my worth. I am no junk.