Damn it! I failed guys.
There is something about this day 19ā¦I just canāt get past it!
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DAY 15
Day 2
From tomorrow onwards I will start habit too
Hello, is there a way to follow or put this forum somewhere so i can remember it, at three days btw so 5 time more to go.
Hey guys. I have created a new topic, check this out:
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Gym day 5ā
Iām out , I relapsed guys
Donāt quit. Try again. Never stop.
Okay, friend. Just try to check in when you can and donāt miss checking in day 18.
Hey @alphadude I saw your previous message but forgot to respond or update your status. My bad.
As it happens candidate joining for a second time need to include a safeguard that they check in with their streak. Sounds like you might already have something like that with your ādigital hygieneā
Solid stuff. You can check that in as well if you like or something else that helps youā¦
Candidate day 12, check in.
I relapsed, and I admit to struggling with owning up to it.
I broke my safeguard again, ended up on social media and after a point things escalated to where I have to acknowledge looking at p.
I was very conflicted about calling this a relapse, partly because I stopped looking, mostly because Iām scared losing my streak again might lead to a full relapse beyond just lookingā¦but it comes down to this: if I donāt call this a relapse, what if I do it again? Pretty soon Iāve moved the goal posts and Iām not really getting free of anything.
Iād rather admit to defeat and try again than constantly live in it.
For now, Iām going to recommit to my previous safeguard: no internet at home except for work and hopefully be checking in day one in 24 hours.
Thanks for your support, friends.
@Keats you can do this brotherā¦ (Star lord)
And good to hear that you didnāt fully relapsed.
R.I.P my English
I will be going into a deep detox and rebuild
So I will not be checking in Iām out of this group for around 30 days
Regards
Iāll be back
Day 3: Done. For safeguards, I kept my phone in another room while working. It is good to reduce phone use.
I relapsed, it was amazing journey of 12days . it was my highest streak thanks to this forum.
I will start again after 24 hrs and will achieve 18 day challenge.
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