guys something happened and I am tensed some days ago I was having a some pain some kind of blockage while I was peeing and just some minutes ago I was watching a movie and got hard and some minutes later I got really wet (ejaculated) I didn’t touch it, it just happend on its own like some phantom was touching me can someone explain what just happened it been a while since I had a wet dream I dont want to go back to zero.please help.
If you did not do it on your own, then it is not a relapse. But an involuntary waking time ‘ejaculation’ seems to be a serious issue. You should inform doctor. Was it thick?
Dhat Syndrome… it’s a common thing for early recovering days
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Yes it was thick the thing is its been a long time since I had a wet dream and I get turned on very easily I was watching a video and some thoughts came in I was just adjusting it in my pants so I could sit property and then after some minutes it started shooting. also when I peed I felt really bad pain on the top couldn’t stand properly.
Just don’t fap. Meet a doctor. If the doctor says something against nofap, beat him and come back.
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no no its not like that
sure I wont do it wont use my hands on it.
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Drop me into the pit of slaves i fucking relapsed.
I am so stupid.I watched some hardcore satan porn!
I can’t stop thinking the satanic girl who hijacked my male brain.Her voice was so calming and cute.She told me that i am her master.
Reminder: Satan Porn is the most addictive pornographic content out there don’t you ever watch it.
ENTER GLADIATOR’S ARENA
3 weeks have completed, now only few 49 weeks left To complete 1 year 
Think positive
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Not sure. I think I should drop the challenge for from time to time when i get sick or tired I peek on some asmr videos. Not sure if this is hard mode. Or sometimes i flirt with women and get aroused. There was no orgasm though and i can’t call it edging it just feels not entierly clean.
This is not good.
It is your choice. What is your final decision?
Integrated persons become individuals, and the society wants you to be non-individuals. Instead of individuality, the society teaches you to be a personality. The word ‘personality’ has to be understood. It comes from the root, persona- persona means a mask. The society gives you a false idea of who you are; it gives you just a toy, and you go on clinging to the toy your whole life.
Porn is also a part in this society. And your mind will cling to each and every thing you provide it with, it will store it like a memory but the problem is that we capture data from the society and become its representative as if we are it but no we are the witness who knows what is being captured in this mind and we must create a thin line between the mask provided by the mind and the real witness which is seeing all of this happening.
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Yes, it is True. We are the witness. We are Odin/Shiva. And we need to remember. The word Minne means love but its old norse origin is remembrance. In today society everyone is dominated by an ancient form of magic. Porn is also a form of magic. Do not be fooled, freedom is reserved for those who are willing to fight for it, for who they are.
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Guys! these days I am going through a strange phase. I keep getting erections several times throughout the day and even at night without any urges. It’s irritating. Happening from last 4 days now.
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It is normal trust me. Keep yourself really busy.
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Did you notice it guys… My all comments in this Topic has been deleted by the staff…
Recently… when amitkumar asked that he was having problems in erection… i told him an excercise based on my personal experience…
Also… recent comments where lahwf1997, tmeidan93 and me were talking about spirtuality… about witnessing the urges is also deleted…
Similarly… my other comments on different topics are deleted…
The staff says that they are not facts.
Guys, Does it happens with you also… i am very disturbed by this action by a staff member …
He said they were kind enough to allow me to write a diary…
@amitkum689 @AnkitK @Silent_Mountain @tmeidan93 @lahwf1997 @buntyak
I dont think i have violated any community guidelines…
I dont know what wrong i have done ?
@AnkitK you beleive in God… if someone delete your comments by saying that They are not facts… How would you react ?
Every person has his own experience of life… One must not force his personal Thinking on others…
I beleive in Spirituality and there are millions across the world who believes in it… It doesnt mean that The Non-Beleivers should Terminate them …
This is happening all around the world…
Where is Love… Where is the understanding…?
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This is not fair man, I don’t know about ur other comments but the one u replied to me was totally normal and helpful. It’s an established yoga technique. May be someone flagged ur comment unnecessarily, this is not right though.
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